Friday, March 31, 2006
How many days have i not blog le? But these few days i went home aft work except tues.
Mon, as usual went home & find Shermine.
Tues, went bugis alone aft work. Bought tins tat i mus get & went to lavender. Took his mp3 to upload songs for him. Actually wan him to meet & accompany mi to shop at bugis de but too lazy so bo bian, it's still mi who gave in to him lor. But tis time beta. At least aft we had dinner, he changed & walked me to the bus stop, waited for my bus to come.
Wed & thur aft work went home to search for his songs lor.
& today, supposed to work overtime but nth to do leh. cos today system down for us, me morning was doing nth. actually not nth lah but sorting papers & cutting labels. den afternoon went to the storeroom to archive those old files into paper files & shift those newer ones into the store so tat mon onwards we will have space in the cupboard le. was tinkin of goin to find shermine today but she is goin home tonite. afternoon she went esplanade wif her mum & grandma. wanted to meet dem for dinner so tat i stil can play wif her but dey r meeting cousin-in-law's boss for dinner so too bad.
Heard tat shermine can recognise the word 'CLAP'. see tis word, she'l clap her hands. she even noe how to act secretive when she hears the Pink Panther song. haha!! so funny.
my eyes are feeling tired. tis whole wk at work was so busy. cos it's our FY closing, hierarchy & price change. lots of work to do & rush. but there's still alot of tins for us to continue on mon when the system is up. seeing lots of small wordings, so bad to my eyes.
finally it's friday again.
so happy.. tml wil be goin out again le. b4 meeting dem at PS, i'l go lavender to return him the mp3. but not sure if he'l b at home. heard tat he wana go MOE in the morning & go out wif his campmates. tml wil b celebrating ying & jh's bday inadvance, cos duno when al wil b free liao. wil go woodlands for ktv at nite.
ok shall stop here for today. Nitey!!
I miss you.
11:01 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Jus came home. Felt so full, cant slp thou tired.
Aft watching tv, waited for bro to finish playing his game den get him to drive me to vivien's hse to get smth fr her & go 85 for supper. in return, i mus treat him eat lor. so like tat i'm making a lost thou the item is cheaper den S$. Haha!!
Was getting busier this few days at work. cos mth end cum fiscal yr end coming, gotta rush everytin for tis mth last shipment & take note of the tedious workflow due to the pdt hierarchy change. Tis happens every fiscal yr. alot of tins mus take note & i'm the e1st time doing. Hope i wun do anytin wrong as a brief description was passed down to us.
Jus now i oso went down to find Shermine. I was so happy now. bcos she can & dare to stand on the ground le.. all by herself. tried to walk a few steps & even shaking her body (dancing in her way). But til now she still duno how to call me. Sad :(
1:26 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Finally i'm done wif my room. Fri got those furniture from Ikea & bro help me to assemble everytin le & tis morning back fr breakfast, we started to clear the tins liao. Helped to move the table out of my room, now my hands r so tired.
Jus now went out to Wing Tai Carpark sales but nth to buy de. Den we went Kovan for lunch & get my extension plug & now i'm home using my pc le.
At least now the room look neater & much empty. But my grandma's tins still take up some space. Useful & useless ones all she wans. Like a rubbish chute.
So tired now.. wana rest le.
4:58 PM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Was having headache since morning.. Morning woke up continue to watch the vcd. Watched 3 disc & i gave up, went to take a nap. & now woke up, had my bath & blog abit while waiting to get prepared. Drinking bak ku teh soup now. Hehe!! was craving for it for quite long le & yeah!! we are having it for dinner tonight. But too bad i'm going out lata so not having dinner at home.
I'm going Fort Canning wif Shermine family.. Din expect i'm goin de but cousin ytd ask mi wana go cos her col is asking her to go. so ok lor, i'll tag along.
& here's some photos taken ytd. Had dinner at the Rice Table. Food was quite nice, den went for movie 'Yours, Mine & Ours'. was a comedy & i was enjoying myself. Aft movie we went off le. Our next outing mite b on April Fool's Day.. ;p
The 2 thorns among the roses
The girls
The group
& the food
5:08 PM
Sorry if you did send me any sms this 2 days.. Since ytd, my fone did not ring le.. i duno tat i'm having prob receiving sms until jus now my frens all say me 'dao' nv reply their msg. But jus now i restarting the fone & i rcv all msges le.. Finally, at last...
But i'm sorry.. jus noticed tat u did reply my msg thou i saw the recipient was wrong in my Sent Item. When asked u, ur reaction was 'Huh' so i tot u nv rcv my msg. but i'm wrong. like tat actually i can go get it fr u aft work & save the trouble of u coming over so late to pass to me. I really feel so sorry. but mayb to u it's ok cos u r on ur way out.
I'm missing you.
Jus came home fr outing.. quite tired now.
Gonna continue my post tml.
Nitez!
12:38 AM
Friday, March 17, 2006
Finally its Fri again.. Today I'll be working half day. Cos i'm going Ikea wif bro. Gonna spend quite a lot again. Was tinking aft Ikea, took a cab home hopefully I still have time to rest b4 goin city hall to meet dem at 6.30pm. Dinner is cfm de lah.. but for movie, we'll have to discuss abt it lata. Cos the time mite b quite late & same lah.. some of dem need to go back earlier. so shall see how. & oso still mus discuss abt our apr outing, cos got 3 ppl bday.
Tis period is the worst. All pocket got big hole le..
Haiz! For 2 mths i cant c u le.. thou tis few weeks i've seen u quite often (as compared to previous mth). actually sld b contented le.
Blur me.. How can i send the msg wrongly? Add recipient, insert his can le mah den go type msg.. but y i accidentally add a letter behind his contact.. no wonder waited for half a day but no reply at all.. Sotong Liam!
6:47 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Feeling quite tired now but still i stayed up to watch Da Chang Jin.
I'm planning to get a new pc table & a tv rack for my room. & get a cabinet to store my tins.
Was tinkin of goin Ikea to get dem. But no car very inconvenient. So now i'm waiting for Deen's reply c if he can borrow his dad's car & drive me down anot. If not no one else will drive me there le. :(
But if bro wana go queensway on Fri, i mite wana take half day leave & go wif him. No choice gotta queue for the cab but hope the table can get in.
Yeah!! On fri can meet my E9 mates le.. Celebrating Deen's bday 1 wk in advance.
Not good being an organiser. Planning to meet at 6.30pm City Hall. But as usual, most of dem will be late. Have booked a table for 8 at The Rice Table Indonesian Restaurant @ Suntec, 7.30pm. Aft dinner, we'l go for a movie. But wat movie leh? Up till now stil haven decide. Haiz!! & tat will be the end of our long-waited outing.
Any fun programs to recommend? Cos wif E9, either ktv or movie leh.. Really so sian.
Tis sat, Epson wil b having their Family Day 2006 @ the Fort Canning. Will be from 6pm to 10pm. Lucky draws, Carnival games, Movie screening, Treasure Hunts, Dinner, Freeflow of popcorn & drinks.. Guess it will b a nite of fun. But i'm not goin cos no one goin wif mi. No family, no frens..
Recently i'm quite busy at work le. Esp aft my 3 days mc & 1.5 annual leave, my filing is piling up. Spending most of my time finding past details, counting & calculating to do credit notes for ESCs. Thou alot for me to do liao but tis is jus the beginning. Haiz!! No choice lah cos tis mth is our financial yr closing. & not forgetting I've to work overtime on 31st. :(
10:17 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Today is Cousin Cindy & Niece Shermine's bday.. Cousin din hold any party for her. Jus bought a cake for her & take photos only.. But she still rcv presents. Toy from my auntie, Pendant necklace from me & sis & red packets.
The sad tin is tat she's sick. Slight fever, ulcers on her tongue & throat, rashes on her hands & legs & no appetite. Mayb bcos she's growing her inner tooth tats y more serious. So poor tin.. No strength to play. Tml mus go find her.
Afternoon went IT Show wif Jh & Hh.. Wah, my 1st time sitting Jh's car leh.. Quite ok except the traffic was jammed. We gonna park the car at Esplanade & walk over bcos the other carparks are all FULL. OMG!! Traffic & People jam.
Managed to get my dvd writer, free 10 pcs dvd-r. Bought 100 pcs cd-r, 10 pcs dvd-rw, a card-reader & helped qf to get his rs-mmc. Cant believe these tins caused my hands to b swollen now.. so painful. Cos it's so heavy & i've took it ard wif mi. From convention hall, went to Marina Sq & Millenia Walk to shop. HH will noe my pain. haha!!
Haiz.. Too bad my cousin-in-law not fetchin my cousin off work leh else i can follow dem. No choice gotta take mrt home lor & ask bro to go hougang station to fetch me. Sian..
Tin i've got wat i wanted le ba? wat else missed out?
Present for Mar bday boy, tins from IT Show & got my new camera (Casio Ex-Z750).
Mayb tml goin over to make new spec. & now i'm tinkin of changing my computer table. Get a smaller 1 jus for my pc & get a new cabinet cos i got too many tins to store & bro is grumbling tat i'm throwing everytin to his room & he got no space to keep anytin le. But who wans my printer? it's still working but i dun ned to use it anymore.
Haiz.. gonna plan & tel mummy. Keke!!
10:35 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Tin i sld post abt my checkup ytd. Dun wana let anyone worry.
Ytd took half day goin back SGH for my checkup. But the doc says no big deal. Dun hav to worry. In future if still such cases, all i gotta do is to get the family doc to check my blood pressure & blood test for kidney to ensure everytin is ok.
But smth i cant figure out is tat the 1st sentence she said to me 'Bcos you r born wif it'... alot of ??? rite? I'm born wif a kind of duno wat tin in my body. A probability was drawn out for it. 1. Nth happen throughout my life. 2. it deteriorates. 3. Live on dialysis. But to check for the worse case, gotta check for protein, high blood pressure & blood tests. Up till now, i only have protein but very small amount of it. Nth we can do but was given medication to try reduce the protein. aft completing 3 mth of the dose, gonna go back for checkup again in May.
So conclusion is I'm ok le. Jus tat throat inflammation caused the blood. But as wat the doc said, tis amt of blood is nth as compared to menstruation.
Vivi, Sorry.. Make u so worried for me.
Today i'm on leave. But y i stil wake up so early.. Haha!! bcos i'm goin to Isetan private sales soon. Gonna queue & wait for bro & meiyun to reach, cos wana get some special sales item. Ok mus prepare le.
Sat is Shermine's 1 yr old bday le. Ytd finally went to find her. Really missed her so much thou jus 1+ week din c her.
6:45 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
Morning was dragging myself to go office early to clear my workload.. but in the end clear my email 1st cos no system to use. Still feeling quite weak, eyes keep closing. Lunch in instead.
Now aft work, i'm feeling very happy. My energy is back again. Keep smiling. Bcos i met him jus now & tok alot abt himself while walking me home.
Ok. Wana go search for new blogskin le. & mus rest early too.
Bye!!
7:23 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Aft 4 days, I'm now recovered from those illnesses.
No more fever, sore throat & hematuria..
Felt really happy now cos i dun hav to worried so much le. Can slp soundly every night.
But i'm still quite worried so called to change my appt at SGH ytd & the next appt was on Wed. Guess many blood tests & injections are waiting for me le. *Sob*
But now i tin i was still quite weak to go out. Even forgot I've date Meifen for shopping today to get smth. Last evening when she msg mi den i rem. So in the end it's still me who mus b in charge to go & get the tin.
Wah!! Stayed at home for 3 days, i've finished watching Beautiful Days.. Thou its a 2001 korean show, scenes looked old but the male lead is so handsome.
Last nite went for Grandma's 90th Bday dinner.. The 1st look she saw me, she noes tat i'm sick.. Wah! so smart. She's stil so energetic, no prob living to a century. & gets to see all my cousins & those cheerful kids.
On 21 Apr, my cousin will be giving birth to her 2nd child at Raffles Hospital.
On 16 May, cousin-in-law is giving birth to gal too. This newborn niece will be staying at my hse. Got so many nieces. BUT, got 1 newborn boy is my cousin. Hehe!!
At least got so many good news to cheer me up. Else duno how to smile le. tat scary period is over. But i still waiting for ur msg. Do u noe? Mayb i really tin too much le cos i've fallen into the deep well, couldn't climb up by myself even aft so long.
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Meifen called me tis afternoon cos she's at Robinson shopping. Duno did she found any nice bag?
Jus went downstairs for a moment. The wind was blowing in all direction towards me. Felt so cold but it was kinda hot at home. Thou I've to stand & wait cos there's no stools at my void deck, no strength standing le but i jus got the inner strength to hold for so long mayb due to certain reason? haha!! (my own reason to b kept secret.)
Took back my cdrw & thunbdrive + a box of choco. I'm sick now so cant eat. But will i bear to eat it? It's a gift fr him, mayb bcos i helped him to find the album he wanted. But it's ok lah, no gift oso can cos i dun ned u to pay back. i'm willingly to do it de, just try my best to find. bcos i promised u i'l try.
I looked & felt very tired now but once i tin of u, i :) le. my energy to recover faster.
But yet i stil hopes to tok wif u more. noe more abt ur life now but i did not catch the chance.
Or mayb i sldn't ask cos i'm a nobody & u mite not wana let mi noe too?
watever is it, my heart now still have no change.
ok gonna go rest le. i'm getting weaker now.
*enjoy ur nite cos u looked very happy now ;p
11:32 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
I duno how serious can my illness be. I'm so worried for the worse tin mite happen on me.
In the middle of the nite NOW, I couldn't get to slp. So worried abt myself, i decided to come online to do some research to prepare for the worse scenario.
Hematuria = blood in the urine.
It could be jus virus infection or the worse is kidney disease.
Bcos i'm felt like vomiting & i'm afraid tis mite b one of the symptoms. but other den hematuria, my fever alr went down & no other symptoms le..
Suddenly i felt so lost. i duno wat will my life be if anytin tin really happen to me.
All ppl worried for me & wat abt myself? will i have the courage to fight wif the disease? I dun tin so. But i stil got so many tins haven do.
What if i got no tomorrow?
Tml i shall call up SGH to change my appt from May to next week, hopefully by Monday i can c the doc. dun wish to drag any further cos i noe the examination procedures in SGH is too draggy.
i wana noe the status of my case asap. else i mite have sleepless nights.
Suddenly so afraid of death & illness. Duno who to tok to.
Thanks Ginl, who came online now & i can tel her my prob.
1:47 AM
Friday, March 03, 2006
It's been 3 days le & i'm still not recovering.
Still having throat inflammation, but today, the fever is slightly getting beta le. Have difficulty swallowing everytin & worse of all, i'm discharging blood.
Went to c doc last nite, had a jab and lots of med to consume. Felt like vomiting when tin i ned to eat so many pills. For 5 consecutive days, the doc wans mi to go back for a jab & investigate on the blood prob.
But tat doc got no skills.. the jab on my hips is still so painful until now. dun really feel like goin to c him again. cos the bills oso very exp. cousin advise mi to go polyclinic & b refer to hospital straight beta.
been slping for the past 2 days, watching vcd (Beautiful Days).. no strength to do other tins. cos when i jus stand up, my head will get 'heavy'. But now still mus help qf amend his resume & register on his behalf. but i'll vomit blood soon cos he duno anytin at al. how much can i help u? tats all i can do. applying of jobs will depend on urself le. but u rather disturb a sick gal den ur working gf. so bad.
sick for so many days le, but exactly how many ppl noe i'm sick & send their regards to me? mayb there's only a few ppl whom i wish to receive their msg more.
I'm so scared now. Felt like crying alone. Heard my grandma telling my bro abt me & she sound super worried. I dun wan anyone to worry abt me. I wana be healthy.
I dun dare to go review by the doc cos i'm afraid of the jab. but yet if i go hospital, tins mite seem worse. i'm afraid of any results.
10:43 AM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Now i'm at home resting. had a long slp aft i came home & eaten the med.
Last nite 3.30am woke up & received Vivi's msg. From den, i couldn't slp well cos whole body aching le. But no choice, today have to go work cos i got alot of tins to settle once the system is up. moreover, my col is on condolence leave. Did msg my shifu told her i'm nt feeling well. but she wait til 8am den return my call ask mi dun go le, but i'm alr on the train at Outram liao.. when i reach office, dey all wana chase mi back, but i insist to finish those work b4 goin to c doc.
Thanks Annie for her help, like tat i left at 10.30.. if not i tin really work half day liao.
Went back hougang raffles medical centre to c doc. so crowded. waited for 45 mins.
Fever 38.7 degrees & throat inflammation.. had 2 days mc to rest.
now thou fever not tat high le but i'm still feeling very tired. Got porridge for me but no appetite leh. bo bian lata mus have a few mouthful b4 eating the med again.
3:32 PM
How many days have i not blog le? But these few days i went home aft work except tues.
Mon, as usual went home & find Shermine.
Tues, went bugis alone aft work. Bought tins tat i mus get & went to lavender. Took his mp3 to upload songs for him. Actually wan him to meet & accompany mi to shop at bugis de but too lazy so bo bian, it's still mi who gave in to him lor. But tis time beta. At least aft we had dinner, he changed & walked me to the bus stop, waited for my bus to come.
Wed & thur aft work went home to search for his songs lor.
& today, supposed to work overtime but nth to do leh. cos today system down for us, me morning was doing nth. actually not nth lah but sorting papers & cutting labels. den afternoon went to the storeroom to archive those old files into paper files & shift those newer ones into the store so tat mon onwards we will have space in the cupboard le. was tinkin of goin to find shermine today but she is goin home tonite. afternoon she went esplanade wif her mum & grandma. wanted to meet dem for dinner so tat i stil can play wif her but dey r meeting cousin-in-law's boss for dinner so too bad.
Heard tat shermine can recognise the word 'CLAP'. see tis word, she'l clap her hands. she even noe how to act secretive when she hears the Pink Panther song. haha!! so funny.
my eyes are feeling tired. tis whole wk at work was so busy. cos it's our FY closing, hierarchy & price change. lots of work to do & rush. but there's still alot of tins for us to continue on mon when the system is up. seeing lots of small wordings, so bad to my eyes.
finally it's friday again.
so happy.. tml wil be goin out again le. b4 meeting dem at PS, i'l go lavender to return him the mp3. but not sure if he'l b at home. heard tat he wana go MOE in the morning & go out wif his campmates. tml wil b celebrating ying & jh's bday inadvance, cos duno when al wil b free liao. wil go woodlands for ktv at nite.
ok shall stop here for today. Nitey!!
I miss you.
11:01 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Jus came home. Felt so full, cant slp thou tired.
Aft watching tv, waited for bro to finish playing his game den get him to drive me to vivien's hse to get smth fr her & go 85 for supper. in return, i mus treat him eat lor. so like tat i'm making a lost thou the item is cheaper den S$. Haha!!
Was getting busier this few days at work. cos mth end cum fiscal yr end coming, gotta rush everytin for tis mth last shipment & take note of the tedious workflow due to the pdt hierarchy change. Tis happens every fiscal yr. alot of tins mus take note & i'm the e1st time doing. Hope i wun do anytin wrong as a brief description was passed down to us.
Jus now i oso went down to find Shermine. I was so happy now. bcos she can & dare to stand on the ground le.. all by herself. tried to walk a few steps & even shaking her body (dancing in her way). But til now she still duno how to call me. Sad :(
1:26 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Finally i'm done wif my room. Fri got those furniture from Ikea & bro help me to assemble everytin le & tis morning back fr breakfast, we started to clear the tins liao. Helped to move the table out of my room, now my hands r so tired.
Jus now went out to Wing Tai Carpark sales but nth to buy de. Den we went Kovan for lunch & get my extension plug & now i'm home using my pc le.
At least now the room look neater & much empty. But my grandma's tins still take up some space. Useful & useless ones all she wans. Like a rubbish chute.
So tired now.. wana rest le.
4:58 PM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Was having headache since morning.. Morning woke up continue to watch the vcd. Watched 3 disc & i gave up, went to take a nap. & now woke up, had my bath & blog abit while waiting to get prepared. Drinking bak ku teh soup now. Hehe!! was craving for it for quite long le & yeah!! we are having it for dinner tonight. But too bad i'm going out lata so not having dinner at home.
I'm going Fort Canning wif Shermine family.. Din expect i'm goin de but cousin ytd ask mi wana go cos her col is asking her to go. so ok lor, i'll tag along.
& here's some photos taken ytd. Had dinner at the Rice Table. Food was quite nice, den went for movie 'Yours, Mine & Ours'. was a comedy & i was enjoying myself. Aft movie we went off le. Our next outing mite b on April Fool's Day.. ;p
The 2 thorns among the roses
The girls
The group
& the food
5:08 PM
Sorry if you did send me any sms this 2 days.. Since ytd, my fone did not ring le.. i duno tat i'm having prob receiving sms until jus now my frens all say me 'dao' nv reply their msg. But jus now i restarting the fone & i rcv all msges le.. Finally, at last...
But i'm sorry.. jus noticed tat u did reply my msg thou i saw the recipient was wrong in my Sent Item. When asked u, ur reaction was 'Huh' so i tot u nv rcv my msg. but i'm wrong. like tat actually i can go get it fr u aft work & save the trouble of u coming over so late to pass to me. I really feel so sorry. but mayb to u it's ok cos u r on ur way out.
I'm missing you.
Jus came home fr outing.. quite tired now.
Gonna continue my post tml.
Nitez!
12:38 AM
Friday, March 17, 2006
Finally its Fri again.. Today I'll be working half day. Cos i'm going Ikea wif bro. Gonna spend quite a lot again. Was tinking aft Ikea, took a cab home hopefully I still have time to rest b4 goin city hall to meet dem at 6.30pm. Dinner is cfm de lah.. but for movie, we'll have to discuss abt it lata. Cos the time mite b quite late & same lah.. some of dem need to go back earlier. so shall see how. & oso still mus discuss abt our apr outing, cos got 3 ppl bday.
Tis period is the worst. All pocket got big hole le..
Haiz! For 2 mths i cant c u le.. thou tis few weeks i've seen u quite often (as compared to previous mth). actually sld b contented le.
Blur me.. How can i send the msg wrongly? Add recipient, insert his can le mah den go type msg.. but y i accidentally add a letter behind his contact.. no wonder waited for half a day but no reply at all.. Sotong Liam!
6:47 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Feeling quite tired now but still i stayed up to watch Da Chang Jin.
I'm planning to get a new pc table & a tv rack for my room. & get a cabinet to store my tins.
Was tinkin of goin Ikea to get dem. But no car very inconvenient. So now i'm waiting for Deen's reply c if he can borrow his dad's car & drive me down anot. If not no one else will drive me there le. :(
But if bro wana go queensway on Fri, i mite wana take half day leave & go wif him. No choice gotta queue for the cab but hope the table can get in.
Yeah!! On fri can meet my E9 mates le.. Celebrating Deen's bday 1 wk in advance.
Not good being an organiser. Planning to meet at 6.30pm City Hall. But as usual, most of dem will be late. Have booked a table for 8 at The Rice Table Indonesian Restaurant @ Suntec, 7.30pm. Aft dinner, we'l go for a movie. But wat movie leh? Up till now stil haven decide. Haiz!! & tat will be the end of our long-waited outing.
Any fun programs to recommend? Cos wif E9, either ktv or movie leh.. Really so sian.
Tis sat, Epson wil b having their Family Day 2006 @ the Fort Canning. Will be from 6pm to 10pm. Lucky draws, Carnival games, Movie screening, Treasure Hunts, Dinner, Freeflow of popcorn & drinks.. Guess it will b a nite of fun. But i'm not goin cos no one goin wif mi. No family, no frens..
Recently i'm quite busy at work le. Esp aft my 3 days mc & 1.5 annual leave, my filing is piling up. Spending most of my time finding past details, counting & calculating to do credit notes for ESCs. Thou alot for me to do liao but tis is jus the beginning. Haiz!! No choice lah cos tis mth is our financial yr closing. & not forgetting I've to work overtime on 31st. :(
10:17 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Today is Cousin Cindy & Niece Shermine's bday.. Cousin din hold any party for her. Jus bought a cake for her & take photos only.. But she still rcv presents. Toy from my auntie, Pendant necklace from me & sis & red packets.
The sad tin is tat she's sick. Slight fever, ulcers on her tongue & throat, rashes on her hands & legs & no appetite. Mayb bcos she's growing her inner tooth tats y more serious. So poor tin.. No strength to play. Tml mus go find her.
Afternoon went IT Show wif Jh & Hh.. Wah, my 1st time sitting Jh's car leh.. Quite ok except the traffic was jammed. We gonna park the car at Esplanade & walk over bcos the other carparks are all FULL. OMG!! Traffic & People jam.
Managed to get my dvd writer, free 10 pcs dvd-r. Bought 100 pcs cd-r, 10 pcs dvd-rw, a card-reader & helped qf to get his rs-mmc. Cant believe these tins caused my hands to b swollen now.. so painful. Cos it's so heavy & i've took it ard wif mi. From convention hall, went to Marina Sq & Millenia Walk to shop. HH will noe my pain. haha!!
Haiz.. Too bad my cousin-in-law not fetchin my cousin off work leh else i can follow dem. No choice gotta take mrt home lor & ask bro to go hougang station to fetch me. Sian..
Tin i've got wat i wanted le ba? wat else missed out?
Present for Mar bday boy, tins from IT Show & got my new camera (Casio Ex-Z750).
Mayb tml goin over to make new spec. & now i'm tinkin of changing my computer table. Get a smaller 1 jus for my pc & get a new cabinet cos i got too many tins to store & bro is grumbling tat i'm throwing everytin to his room & he got no space to keep anytin le. But who wans my printer? it's still working but i dun ned to use it anymore.
Haiz.. gonna plan & tel mummy. Keke!!
10:35 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Tin i sld post abt my checkup ytd. Dun wana let anyone worry.
Ytd took half day goin back SGH for my checkup. But the doc says no big deal. Dun hav to worry. In future if still such cases, all i gotta do is to get the family doc to check my blood pressure & blood test for kidney to ensure everytin is ok.
But smth i cant figure out is tat the 1st sentence she said to me 'Bcos you r born wif it'... alot of ??? rite? I'm born wif a kind of duno wat tin in my body. A probability was drawn out for it. 1. Nth happen throughout my life. 2. it deteriorates. 3. Live on dialysis. But to check for the worse case, gotta check for protein, high blood pressure & blood tests. Up till now, i only have protein but very small amount of it. Nth we can do but was given medication to try reduce the protein. aft completing 3 mth of the dose, gonna go back for checkup again in May.
So conclusion is I'm ok le. Jus tat throat inflammation caused the blood. But as wat the doc said, tis amt of blood is nth as compared to menstruation.
Vivi, Sorry.. Make u so worried for me.
Today i'm on leave. But y i stil wake up so early.. Haha!! bcos i'm goin to Isetan private sales soon. Gonna queue & wait for bro & meiyun to reach, cos wana get some special sales item. Ok mus prepare le.
Sat is Shermine's 1 yr old bday le. Ytd finally went to find her. Really missed her so much thou jus 1+ week din c her.
6:45 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
Morning was dragging myself to go office early to clear my workload.. but in the end clear my email 1st cos no system to use. Still feeling quite weak, eyes keep closing. Lunch in instead.
Now aft work, i'm feeling very happy. My energy is back again. Keep smiling. Bcos i met him jus now & tok alot abt himself while walking me home.
Ok. Wana go search for new blogskin le. & mus rest early too.
Bye!!
7:23 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Aft 4 days, I'm now recovered from those illnesses.
No more fever, sore throat & hematuria..
Felt really happy now cos i dun hav to worried so much le. Can slp soundly every night.
But i'm still quite worried so called to change my appt at SGH ytd & the next appt was on Wed. Guess many blood tests & injections are waiting for me le. *Sob*
But now i tin i was still quite weak to go out. Even forgot I've date Meifen for shopping today to get smth. Last evening when she msg mi den i rem. So in the end it's still me who mus b in charge to go & get the tin.
Wah!! Stayed at home for 3 days, i've finished watching Beautiful Days.. Thou its a 2001 korean show, scenes looked old but the male lead is so handsome.
Last nite went for Grandma's 90th Bday dinner.. The 1st look she saw me, she noes tat i'm sick.. Wah! so smart. She's stil so energetic, no prob living to a century. & gets to see all my cousins & those cheerful kids.
On 21 Apr, my cousin will be giving birth to her 2nd child at Raffles Hospital.
On 16 May, cousin-in-law is giving birth to gal too. This newborn niece will be staying at my hse. Got so many nieces. BUT, got 1 newborn boy is my cousin. Hehe!!
At least got so many good news to cheer me up. Else duno how to smile le. tat scary period is over. But i still waiting for ur msg. Do u noe? Mayb i really tin too much le cos i've fallen into the deep well, couldn't climb up by myself even aft so long.
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Meifen called me tis afternoon cos she's at Robinson shopping. Duno did she found any nice bag?
Jus went downstairs for a moment. The wind was blowing in all direction towards me. Felt so cold but it was kinda hot at home. Thou I've to stand & wait cos there's no stools at my void deck, no strength standing le but i jus got the inner strength to hold for so long mayb due to certain reason? haha!! (my own reason to b kept secret.)
Took back my cdrw & thunbdrive + a box of choco. I'm sick now so cant eat. But will i bear to eat it? It's a gift fr him, mayb bcos i helped him to find the album he wanted. But it's ok lah, no gift oso can cos i dun ned u to pay back. i'm willingly to do it de, just try my best to find. bcos i promised u i'l try.
I looked & felt very tired now but once i tin of u, i :) le. my energy to recover faster.
But yet i stil hopes to tok wif u more. noe more abt ur life now but i did not catch the chance.
Or mayb i sldn't ask cos i'm a nobody & u mite not wana let mi noe too?
watever is it, my heart now still have no change.
ok gonna go rest le. i'm getting weaker now.
*enjoy ur nite cos u looked very happy now ;p
11:32 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
I duno how serious can my illness be. I'm so worried for the worse tin mite happen on me.
In the middle of the nite NOW, I couldn't get to slp. So worried abt myself, i decided to come online to do some research to prepare for the worse scenario.
Hematuria = blood in the urine.
It could be jus virus infection or the worse is kidney disease.
Bcos i'm felt like vomiting & i'm afraid tis mite b one of the symptoms. but other den hematuria, my fever alr went down & no other symptoms le..
Suddenly i felt so lost. i duno wat will my life be if anytin tin really happen to me.
All ppl worried for me & wat abt myself? will i have the courage to fight wif the disease? I dun tin so. But i stil got so many tins haven do.
What if i got no tomorrow?
Tml i shall call up SGH to change my appt from May to next week, hopefully by Monday i can c the doc. dun wish to drag any further cos i noe the examination procedures in SGH is too draggy.
i wana noe the status of my case asap. else i mite have sleepless nights.
Suddenly so afraid of death & illness. Duno who to tok to.
Thanks Ginl, who came online now & i can tel her my prob.
1:47 AM
Friday, March 03, 2006
It's been 3 days le & i'm still not recovering.
Still having throat inflammation, but today, the fever is slightly getting beta le. Have difficulty swallowing everytin & worse of all, i'm discharging blood.
Went to c doc last nite, had a jab and lots of med to consume. Felt like vomiting when tin i ned to eat so many pills. For 5 consecutive days, the doc wans mi to go back for a jab & investigate on the blood prob.
But tat doc got no skills.. the jab on my hips is still so painful until now. dun really feel like goin to c him again. cos the bills oso very exp. cousin advise mi to go polyclinic & b refer to hospital straight beta.
been slping for the past 2 days, watching vcd (Beautiful Days).. no strength to do other tins. cos when i jus stand up, my head will get 'heavy'. But now still mus help qf amend his resume & register on his behalf. but i'll vomit blood soon cos he duno anytin at al. how much can i help u? tats all i can do. applying of jobs will depend on urself le. but u rather disturb a sick gal den ur working gf. so bad.
sick for so many days le, but exactly how many ppl noe i'm sick & send their regards to me? mayb there's only a few ppl whom i wish to receive their msg more.
I'm so scared now. Felt like crying alone. Heard my grandma telling my bro abt me & she sound super worried. I dun wan anyone to worry abt me. I wana be healthy.
I dun dare to go review by the doc cos i'm afraid of the jab. but yet if i go hospital, tins mite seem worse. i'm afraid of any results.
10:43 AM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Now i'm at home resting. had a long slp aft i came home & eaten the med.
Last nite 3.30am woke up & received Vivi's msg. From den, i couldn't slp well cos whole body aching le. But no choice, today have to go work cos i got alot of tins to settle once the system is up. moreover, my col is on condolence leave. Did msg my shifu told her i'm nt feeling well. but she wait til 8am den return my call ask mi dun go le, but i'm alr on the train at Outram liao.. when i reach office, dey all wana chase mi back, but i insist to finish those work b4 goin to c doc.
Thanks Annie for her help, like tat i left at 10.30.. if not i tin really work half day liao.
Went back hougang raffles medical centre to c doc. so crowded. waited for 45 mins.
Fever 38.7 degrees & throat inflammation.. had 2 days mc to rest.
now thou fever not tat high le but i'm still feeling very tired. Got porridge for me but no appetite leh. bo bian lata mus have a few mouthful b4 eating the med again.
3:32 PM