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a b o u t . m e

Named Gilliam Ang
Born in 16 Nov 1983.
Regional Sales Coordinator in Epson.
Student of SIM - RMIT University.
Hope my wishes will come true soon.

w a n t e d

* A caring, loving HIM
* Save lots of $$$
* Holiday Getaway
* Get married on 09/09/09 or 20/09/2009, possible?
* w@ns to |ivE h@pPi|y eVer aFteR
* Coach Sling bag
* Burberry Blue Label Bag
* Ipod Nano
* LV wallet
*~ HaVe a m3mOr@b|e, uNfOrGetTab|e bDaY

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005


Tis morning qf called mi.. he's crying.. & askin mi if i've his sis's office no cos dey cant reach her on her mobile.. but sad to say i dun hav.. so i did tried to contact her & msg her too..
The sad news is tat his mum passed away.. suddenly my mind gone blank lor..
So decided to go over aft work.. was tinkin of goin down everyday de.. sat afternoon will send to Mandai le..
but now i tin mayb tml wun b goin ba.. wana go hm & burn Energy vcd & trf songs into my hp so tat he can bluetooth dem..

To him, mayb i'm jus a fren.. but i oso duno y i react like tis..
Sld i go? Wat wil ppl tin?
Haiz.. i'm so stressed & felt sad now..


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

10:53 PM



Monday, November 28, 2005


Jus came home.. Went hougang mall wif cousin & baby.. had dinner at hm le so went over to had dessert at Delifrance.. Love the time spent wif her.. she's jus so adorable..

2day i'm felt so tired.. out of a sudden.. nt bcos lack of slp.. but duno y... only noe tat my mind is tired of tinkin.. hope i can fully brain-wash my mind.. let mi start afresh..

but can i?

looking forward to fri outing to Sentosa & next wk's d&d..
Had my dress ready for tat nite le..

more festive seasons coming.. but lonely liam is stil so lonely..

now i'm addicted to some songs..
Liang Jing Ru - Dui Bu Qi Wo Ai Ni
Sandy Lam - Ting Shuo Ai Qing Hui Lai Guo
Rainie - Li Xiang Qing Ren, Zhi Xiang Ai Ni, Xi Guan
Vivian Hsu - Hao Xiang Ni..

Jus started listening to SHE's new album.. quite okay..


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

9:53 PM



Saturday, November 26, 2005


Today went back to c my urology physician.. waited for hrs b4 my turn.. but luckily i hear good news..
I WAS DISCHARGED.. wich means there's nth serious found & i dun hav to c him anymore.. However, the renal doc requires mi to go back checkup again aft 6 mths..

Den aft everytin, quickly rush back to work.. & found out tat there's lots of work waiting for mi to clear.. & my 'shifu' oso helpin mi to clear those impt orders, tonnes of email to read.. jus for 1 day lor.. can u imagine? so i din went to the outing to NEWater 2day as i was to busy clearing my stuff. managed to clear everytin & leave at 5.30pm.. went Metro Paragon wif cousin aft work & meet sis there.. shop but nth for mi to buy.. mayb tat time de sales i alr bought alot le.. & now those tins tat i have in mind there dun hav lor.. aft shopping, mi & sis went up to cousin hse for mahjong session.. but b4 tat went tiong bahru hawker centre to tabao dinner.

was tired now..

i stil haven c wat i'm lookin for.. so wana go orchard shop again.. & get some presents.. but tml seems like everyone is too busy le.. guess i've to go alone liao ba..


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

2:30 AM



Thursday, November 24, 2005




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11:02 PM



Wednesday, November 23, 2005


Ytd jus got letter of confirmation.. Today my workload increased..

By tis mth, mi & my col hav to in charge of all the work fr our seniors le as dey hav their own responsibilities..
For me, its nt a prob cos i'm taking care of everytin le.. But my col wil die lor.. now she's only doing half of her actual workload & she cant cope well liao.. when noe she mus handle everytin in short notice, she's sick for the past 2 days.. poor gal lor.. so 2day, my 2 seniors decided to pass the most troublesome cust India to me & i'l hav to pass 1 of my ESC to my col.. but all i'm handling well liao leh, duno wich to pass over - M'sia, Thailand or Indochina? In the end, M'sia wil b her baby le..
2day started on India PO.. to mi, i felt quite stressful now.. i'm worried tat i mite make mistake.. & i hope tis wil nv happen cos the ppl there r VERY TROUBLESOME & dey really noe how to complain 1 lor.. wil try hard to noe their characteristics & get used to it.. i noe i can do it cos i'm capable.. hehe ;p BHB
But for my col, i mus pity her.. my shifu told mi tat she mite nt b cfm so fast.. usually is 3 mths but hers wil extend.. duno for wat reason lah.. she's VERY careful wif her work, afraid to make mistake & mayb tats y she's a slow-coach.. so stressed tat she always keep quiet.. den my seniors tins tat i'm so noisy & wil tok back de.. haha :)

Oh yah.. mus tin of my desk layout liao.. cos i'l b having my own scanner soon.. but doesn't seem to hav space to put it lor.. mus rearrange everytin le.. cos i mus hav a neat desk to work on wif.. i hate seeing lots of papers lying ard lor.. everytin mus slot in the respective folders & put in the tray 1st.. & tats y i always kena said by my shifu, cos ppl mite tin i'm too free le & wil go round complaining de.. haiz..

tml wil b working half day, goin SGH in the afternoon for appt..
aft tat mayb wana go Raffles Exchange c smth..

There's a ladies only affair @ Paragon Metro on fri.. for cardmembers only & entitled to bring 1 gf along.. aft askin some fren, i mite b goin wif cousin.. cos dey r busy. :(

i've recovered le.. jus sometimes the throat wil feel itchy.. ate alot le.. haiz.. mus control.. wana look good for the d&d thou i noe there wun b any prize won..
wil i stil b so lucky like when i'm in Addon? 1st prize for lucky draw? pray hard.. hope so lor.. ;p


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

10:21 PM



Tuesday, November 22, 2005


Something is bothering me the whole day.. but no matter wat is it, nvm..
Yeah!! i'm recovering le.. throat nt so pain le, can swallow w/o difficulty, can tok alot liao.. but got slight cough.. cant luf or tok too much..
If nt for certain reason mayb i still hav to suffer for quite some days.

today got confirmed le.. can enjoy more benefits le..
my col oso sick for 2 days le.. den i'm covering her work area too.. 1st time doing invoicing for other ESCs.. hope i din make mistakes.

Oh yah.. the Epson showroom @ HarbourFront is opened.. & you will c my precious darling photo loh..
Yes.. Shermine's photo is there as display.. such a cute baby :)
Right at the entrance, as dey r promoting the Picturemate 100.. for those who wil print lots of photos, its worth getting it..


Me & my loved ones.. taken recently..
Treasure every moments spent wif dem all..
Thanks ;p


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

8:17 PM



Monday, November 21, 2005


still haven recover but went to work.. the whole day jus had 2 bread til i went hm for dinner.. got tonnes of work to do.. but finally managed to clear dem by the end of the day.

if tml stil haven recover mus go c doc again le.. cos i got no medicine to eat liao..

2day gotta noe tat my Division is planning a BBQ dinner at Sentosa.. will b held next fri 2 Dec.. 3pm wil leave office le.. opening speech, games & buffet.. dun feel like goin but no choice.. stil newcomer mah so mus participate in all the events.. aft tat wat plan can i hav?

& our d&d wil b at Hyatt Hotel... on the 9 Dec.. Its a Primetime tv cum Casino Nite.. & the theme is Dress like a Star.. wil not purposely dress for the nite.. cos wun look outstanding de lah.. but the duration is fr 6.30pm to 1am.. dun tin i'l stay so late.. rather choose to go out wif frens aft the dinner can le..

so guys.. plan k.. if free for mi let mi noe.. ;p

Decided to perm my hair in Dec.. but duno wich kind of curl looks gd on mi.. the previous 1 i did definitely dun look gd lor..
did tin of rebonding de.. but like tat i cant tie my hair nicely liao leh..

I dun wana lose anytin tat i hav.. Even if it wil stil b mine, i dun wana leave him at anytime.. Even if the outcome is tat i mus suffer everytin alone & giv up.. & i seems to do it, but in fact i stil cant..
Erm.. my words abit broken & contradicting.. cos i dun really noe wat i wana say, how to speak up my mind.. jus tat every nite alone i dun feel gd.. tats all.


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

9:03 PM



Sunday, November 20, 2005


Staying at hm for few days le.. cant go out :(
but til now i stil haven recover.. fever on & off de.. & the throat is damn painful lor.. cant eat much.. sick of eating medicine le. hav difficulty in swallowing. ytd cant tok properly lor.. but 2day gets beta le. tml wil fully recover? haiz if go work i oso duno wat can i eat for breakfast & lunch lor..

tis morning got forced to drink smth tat i hate.. cousin noe i sick since thursday so went to make the 'ling yang' drink for mi.. den grandma & him nagged & nagged.. bo bian force myself to drink a mouthful.. YUCKS!!

dun like to get sick.. cant eat alot of food, no one to take care of mi, cant find shermine, cant go out..

tis few days at hm watched a Korean drama - Save your last dance for me.. A very romantic show.. nice nice.. left 5 disc, wil finish watchin by 2day.

Now i have a dream place to go.. in fact i hav some places tat i wished to go but wil nv get a chance..
1) Sentosa, wana board the Sky Tower..
2)Mount Faber, to c the World's tallest artificial X'mas tree.. Click here to find out more
Actually i can c the xmas tree everyday when i go to work.. but it wasn't lighted..

Who will wana go wif me?


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

12:38 PM



Friday, November 18, 2005


Din go to work 2day..
Din slp well last nite cos i'm feeling burning hot, morning took my temperature. Wah!! 39.4 degree so msg my col & went back to slp.. awhile lata went down to c doc.. the temperature dropped to 38.1 degree le..

morning had few mouthful of breakfast & ate the med & went to slp again.. was sweating lor.. so went to had a bath b4 goin out but was scolded by my grandma..

now no more high fever le.. but stil feeling tired..

jus now asked uncle to drive mi to SGH, waited for quite awhile for my turn.. aft tat took a cab back..

i dun like to b sick.. cos no one to take care of mi.. the feeling nt gd.. :(
but at least some ppl stil wil msg mi to show concern..


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

4:57 PM



Thursday, November 17, 2005


Spend my bday wif e9 buddies..
Sad tat I mus work, cant go shopping wif ying.. she tot i wil take leave so she took half day to surprise mi but actually i got no leave to take yet.. haha :D so in the end she jio jh fr bugis shop to orchard.. pity him lor.. legs r tired.. lolx..

Thou no bday cake, no bday song, but i enjoyed myself.. & again, we went ktv.. haha ;p


Received alot of sms-es.. really glad to noe some of dem stil rem its my bday..

Wana thanx these ppl who sent mi their greetings (lets c who's the 1st & last):
KS - Happy birthday
Huiping - Happy bday! Hope u enjoy ur bday! May ur wishes come true! all e best! stay happy & healthy Owez! Frens 4eva!
Decai - Happy Birthday to u
Muqin - Happy birthday to u! wish u stay appy & pretty always!
Llewell - Hey gal, happy bday!
Jiaying - Wish my dear gal HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY ! may al ur wishes come true n find ur "bai ma wang zi" soon! as pretty n cheerful forever! =)
Huiling - Happy birthday gal! Enjoy ur special day, hope u find ur mr right soon n stay cheerful always..
Weiling - Happy Birthday to u. enjoy ur day.
Jacky - Happy birthday! Have a great day ahead.
Doreen - happy bday 2 u may ur wishes come true hv a wonderful day.
Huimiao (Auntie) - Dear niece, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Wish u a great yr ahead!
Deen - Hey pretty lady! Happy birthday!
Wanting - I wish u a very happy 22nd birthday for today. hope u will enjoy urself.
Meiyun - Happy birthday sis! have a nice day ahead ;) enjoy!
Karen - [mms] Happy birthday to you!
Damien - [birthday song] May u become pretier n prettier day by day ;)
Cindy - Happy birthday
Pat & Lawrence (Uncle & Auntie) - Happy birthday to u! Stay cheerful, happy n healthy :-)
Denise (Auntie) - Happy Birthday
Alan - Happy birthday 2 u.. Hope u wishes come true.. Take care..
Dennis - Miss Liam liam.. Happy birthday to u. Apologise for the belated wish.. but i would still like to wish u all the best n all ur wish will come true. Take care.
Stacey & Peiling - through msn..

So who's the 1st & who is the last person..
Oh & not forgetting someone special.. While at work, rcv a call w/o no caller display.. wondering who is it.. & it's none other den Vivi.. Called from Japan.. I'm so touched lor.. got surprise fr her again.. so tis yr rcv 3 surprises fr her..
(1) Birthday celebration (2) Her call (3) Her birthday card for me
Thanx gal for all ur effort.. & eliaz too.. keke ;p

But a little sad cos someone is missing fr the list..
Yes!! mr chia.. i even msg him remind him but stil din rcv any msg or cal until late at nite.. but din say hapi bday at al lor..
But anyway its over le.. Very very happy to receive all those msg.

NOW i'm sick... Throat has been feeling uncomfortable the moment i stepped into the ktv room.. morning woke up, so painful lor.. but stil mus go work.. who noes reach office it worsen lor.. felt so cold even i'm wearing my jacket, head burning hot, eyes could hardly open.. aft lunch went HR to get panadol to eat.. cos i din go to c doc & i oso dun wana take half day hm.. dun wana waste my sick leave.. but aft eating the med, i'm feeling drowsy & even fall aslp when i was doin my work.. Incredible!! went to wash my face, drink hot water & waiting for 5.30pm to come..
Sad to say i hav to postpone my dinner appt wif Llewell & Jacky cos i'm sick..

& now i cant cfm wif Ting & Stacey if i can meet up tml.. if i recover den i'l go.. cos wana c u gals, else stacey is flying off le..

Last yr bday i'm sick too.. & now i'm having fever oso.. y so unlucky?

Tml will b on half day, goin SGH for my xray appt at 3.30pm.

Ok goin to slp early le.. now i'm feeling hot.. :(


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

8:07 PM



Tuesday, November 15, 2005


Disappointed, lonely.....

Last min or no intention at all?
Msg u since last fri to cfm but i din rcv any replies fr u. Until tis afternoon den told me tat u r busy.. Wat u expect mi to do? i reject my frens cos i reserve tis day for u. but al i get is bad news.. felt sad & angry wif u lor.. so late le how to find ppl to b free for mi?
Thou noe tat Deen is free but in the end i stil din meet him.
Went out for steamboat dinner wif my cousin, her hubby, my uncle & aunt.. cos its my bday eve & i'm alone, so dey decided to accompany mi.
Quite happy.. duno where is tat road but its opp SGH. aft dinner, went to cousin hse at Tiong Bahru to watch tv. Aunt wanted to watch the Gotcha but she rem the time wrongly so sit for awhile & went hm. din play mahjong.. haha :D
reached hm.. thou bored & lonely but nvm.. take tis time to watch the last 2 disc of SHE vcd den can return to my col.

tml cant take leave.. hav to work whole day. my boss duno its my bday so no special incentive. only my shifu noe its my bday tml.. but she's takin half day.. :(
cant go enjoy my day liao, cant go shoppin wif ying..
will b meeting dem for dinner.. but until now the organiser stil haven tel mi wats her plan.. haiz.. nvm, tml aft work i jus wana go Giordano to get smth..

duno y but i jus dun feel gd tis bday.. the feeling is different.. no special one to spend wif. quite lonely. all i wan aren't jus frens only..

Haha.. lets c who shall b the 1st to msg mi past 12am.. jus now rcv a cal fr my ex-col & my aunt msg mi her greetings le.. tis morning exchange greetings wif weiling cos 2day is her bday..


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10:34 PM



Monday, November 14, 2005


Aft work, bought a Chocolate Truffle cake home.. got small token fr ah-ma & mummy..



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9:58 PM



Sunday, November 13, 2005


2day's lunar calendar is Oct 12th.. wich is oso my bday wor..
Stil rem last yr, Nov 13 & 14th, i was celebrating my 21st bday party at hm. but at tat period i fell sick - mild dengue..

as for 2day, i spent my day wif my darling niece.. hehe ;)
went for my pedicure appt at Hollywood Secrets @ Scotts den went Far East shop awhile. 4pm went Taka to meet Cousin.. Woah!! we spent 5 hrs at Taka lor.. Shop, eat & rest.. Had a fun time cos of darling.. she's jus so cute.. took alot of photos of her using my N70.. Wait wait!! wil upload soon..

as for ytd, i went orchard shopping wif Meiyun.. fr wisma to taka to paragon metro.. bought alot of tins.. spent $200+.. but treat it as my presents i bought for myself.. keke :p


Here r the things i bought..

Den fri, i got no program at al.. so in the end i went to lavender.. to meet him & visit his dad.. had dinner at his hse den 9+ headed back hm cos he's goin tanjong pagar wif his frens for a drink..
He's fine & stil wif tat gal.

Now here's my bday schedule..
Tml: no dates.. so mayb getting a small cake for myself & had my celebration wif family.. actually mum bought lots of food to cook & cel for mi 2day de. but i'm out wif cousin & i wun come back b4 dem de lor..
Tue: I'm dating qingfa.. jus wana had dinner wif him, cel wif him. hope he wun reject mi. cos i send him so many msg to cfm wif him but din rcv any replies fr him.
Wed: Gathering wif my e9 mates.. guess some wun b able to turn up. but its alrite.
Thur: Meeting Llewell.. duno Jacky free to come along, since he keep wana meet up wif mi..

Tats all.. the rest of the days i'm super free liao..
I wana thanks some ppl.. when i'm lonely, u guys wil b there. thou nt al the time available for mi but i really appreciate the times spent together..

Here's the photos taken on my 1st bday celebration.



































































































& here's the shots wif Shermine @ Taka.



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11:08 PM