Thursday, June 30, 2005
How to treat ur gal?
It is not easy to win a girl's heart...
What Girls Want?
Only real men know how to treat the woman he loves.
This is the sweetest thing in the world.
Read, Learn, and Put into good use.
1. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot. [Yeah, it shows that you love her, not her body]
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. [It shows how much you appreciate her presence]
3 . Kiss her on the forehead. [It's a loving gesture, helping her feel secure]
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. [even SMS or missed-call will do... Nothing can beat waking up to the voice/message of your loved one]
5 . Always tell her how beautiful she is, no matter what she's wearing. [Again, it shows how much you treasure her]
6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. [sigh... need I say more?]
7 . Recognize the small things . . . THEY USUALLY MEAN THE MOST! [it's the tiny bits and pieces that count]
8 . Call her baby.
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. [trust me, girls love it when guys sing to them]
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. [Yeah, and show her to them]
11 . Write her notes. [to make her feel that she's always on your mind]
12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. [it shows how much you want her to be a part of you]
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. [you never know what will she say]
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. [but make sure that it's the right time for jokes]
17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. [sigh...heaven...]
19 . Carve your names into a tree. [for memory sake]
20 . If she's mad at you, apologize because SHE is always right.
21 . CUDDLE.
22 . Bring her flowers just because u love her. [although some girls will say that they hate flowers, but still, chances of them being touched is very, very high]
23 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone. [this means a LOT to her, and it shows a lot about you as well]
24 . Look her in the eyes and smile. [Believe me it works..it has its own magic]
25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants. [you trust her, don't you?]
26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing. [but don't step on her feet too often]
27 . Kiss her in the rain.
28 . If you r in love with her . . . tell her. [of course! unless, of course, she's already with someone...]
10:31 PM
FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"
GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.
LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"
THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.
11:00 AM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Taken today.. so cute..
Love her so much..
8:25 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
All I ever wanted was
to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together,
to never be apart.
No one else in the world
can even compare,
You're perfect and
so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than
I ever thought we would,
I love you more than
I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you
all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you
as long as I live.
In your eyes I see
our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me
I know we will last.
I hope that one day
you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are
when seen through my eyes.
2:11 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
Get to noe more abt me
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
The real me
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
What's my personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
What type of personality I have?
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
How do I behave when in love?
You could be heading for trouble if you don't loosen up just a little bit. Don't be so suspicious of him. He did have a life before he met you. You are too pessimistic about your relationship, and this could, ironically, be the reason that it will eventually end. Cut him some slack, and you'll find he comes back to you of his own accord anyway.
What's on my mind?
You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.
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9:58 PM
Who's the 1 who ask mi not to meet on sunday & will meet me for dinner on monday?
Who's the 1 who say will call me tis afternoon but din & din even ans my call?
What's his next step after saying those words i noe le..
Managed to ask him in msn & the ans i get is wat i expected.. Told me 2nite working OT. saying those words on sat nite allows him to b free for 2 more days..
Wanted to plan smth memorable for his bday but i noe wat ever i planned, it'l b spoilt or he wun appreciate de lor.. Tats y i ask him directly wat he wana do to cel his bday..
I din ask u to take leave on the actual day to accompany mi. N i noe i jus can hav dinner wif u tat nite. Counting back, Mon u need to work (mayb OT oso or u wil jus tat as excuse to meet other ppl), Sun is training day so left Sat.. when u stil need to work ot but aft tat u'l b meeting ur frens go pub de lor.. wich u hav been doin every sat.. my simple request is to tag along wif u.. to let mi b wif u longer, to replenish Tue.. I noe wat ans i'l get thou now u say "c how". but y cant u grant my wish? i'm not so ugly to b kept at hm lor.. i've nv like goin clubbing as u noe but bcos of u i'l wana go..
guess no matter how hard i try to save tis relation, its useless.. u giv mi cold shoulder or jus 'entertaining' mi..
i've recuperate & my tears r back le..
but jus now when u r real busy or dun wana tok to mi, u typed 'take care, bye, miss u'. be it fr ur heart or jus say say only to make mi happy, thanx lor.. i really feel happy when i saw it.
2:34 PM
Will i ever find my true love?
Aft being hurt so badly, guess my expectation of my Mr Right increased..
I merely wanted him to love mi wholeheartedly, be faithful & true, able to tink of his future & be financially stable. But y cant he do it?
My last chance given to him cos i felt tat he dun jus love mi alone, he's nt faithful, words full of lies, only tink of present & no savings..
He told mi he'l TRY to change.. but according to his pattern, he'l say only no action done. I've given him plenty of chances le but y dun he treasure dem? Guess its really time for mi to slowly giv up rite?
To those who cares for me: I noe u guys will scold mi being so stupid, y sld i tolerate him, let him treat mi in such a way.. Age r increasing n I dun hav much 4yrs to waste on such person.. But jus giv us tis last chance. I hope he'l change but the possibility is 0. Jus let mi slowly giv up k..
Aft thinkin for so long, i noe i'll nt hav gd future wif him.. cos i cant imagine my bf will say such hurting words to mi..
Someone who can forget to call mi,
someone who say i'm so gan cheong keep calling & msging him,
someone who will nv tel mi his whereabouts,
someone who let mi worry abt him everytime,
someone who will break his promises & words,
& someone who's words r all lies n yet force mi to believe..
OMG!! y can i live wif him for 4yrs? wat makes him changed? if i duno all tis truth, wil we live happily? i guess not.. b4 knowin the truth, i'm involve in the guessin game but aft knowing the truth, i'm stil involve in tis game. I've to find out the truth myself. Even findin out le i noe how bad the ending will be i would stil find out. How many victims r there exactly? But yet i'm tryin to forget abt it so tat i can hav a beautiful ending for tis 4yr relationship lor.. Quarrelling wif smth tat u wun change is useless..
tis morning i had a beautiful dream.. i shall nt say out my dream.
Is there really love a 1st sight?
When can my real mr right appear? I'm lookin for a stable relation lor. Who can heal my broken heart?
Someone who noes how to love mi faithfully, dotes on mi.. can b a very loving bf wif gd personality, financially stable, stable career, tink of the future.. guess tis sld b wat i'm lookin for ba.. or mayb i can say i'm materialistic lor..
But is it so difficult to find such person? Or will HE change to b my mr right?
12:50 PM
To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.
12:39 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Captured some video clips of Shermine.. If interested can go take a look.. its .3gp file lah.. beware of the noisy background sound...
http://f2.pg.briefcase.yahoo.com/gilliam_ang
7:44 PM
Cracking my brain now..
Darling's bday is coming soon... how sld i celebrate wif him?
when is the suitable day to b wif him for the whole day?
wat sld i get for him?
wat shall we eat?
where shall we go?
ok i noe he left the actual day for mi.. but wat abt the previous days?
if he's goin out wif his frens sld i follow?
how can i make it a nice day for him & me aft being thru so many quarrels recently?
will he appreciate wat i do for him? if no y sld i waste al my time.. else i really thanks him lor..
6:59 PM
Will ur bf forgets to call u?
When he's in a pub, he cant hear his fone ringing despite how many times u tried calling him. Reason he give: Batt low thou jus fully charged in the afternoon cos batt sot, wan spoil le..
I've called him many times in 3hrs.. & sms oso.. Even tried askin his best buddy is him wif him anot.. i noe i'm quite irritating.. sorry abt it..
His usual ending time, i tried for the last time b4 i giv up n goes to bed & he finally ans le.. giving mi al those excuses lor.. cos mayb he dun treat mi as his gf ba.. so i'm not in his mind at al.. enjoy himself outside wif his col & nv tink abt mi how i feel when i tried lookin for him n waiting for his cal or even jus a msg for more den 8hrs..
Duno if he really noe he's at fault anot lah.. but really sweet talk to mi lor.. ok i'm happy tat he uses tat tone when tokin to mi lah but i'm oso angry wif him lor.. apologise to me, ask mi dun go over 2day for jus a few hrs only n say he'l meet mi for dinner tml.
tinkin back yah no pt goin over c him for 1-2 hrs den wait for 6hrs.. so i'm now at hm lor.. cos he need to go cc for meeting abt the big event dey r going to held, den hav training lor.. i jus told him if there's anytin ned my help i can cos i'm free.. but he simply say i wil nv get involve.. :( sad but nvm so long as u can allow mi to go can le..
To my someone: i noe the truth n i even saw it. but u stil choose to hide.. no pt lor.. 'zhi bao bu zhu huo' lor..
BROCADE != BERKELEY BOOKS (!= means not equals to)
tis is the fact tat i noe.. i did promise u tat i wun do anytin follish to her cos u mention tat she's ur mgr wife n u ned to b in gd relation wif her for some reasons but now i tin i can break my promise le.. cos u DUN NED to b in gd relation wif her for any reason as she has no relation wif u in work. i'l do foolish tin if only u force mi to.. cos i'm now tryin to forget but did u try to change? ask urself..
Another sad tin is my maid is not coming back le.. so i can nv gets to c her le.. she decided to look aft her kids.. so mum wil find a new 1 to replace her.. but new maid abit scary leh..
4:16 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005
Some songs wich i had been listening n wil continue doing so as it reflects my feeling or mayb words tat i sld tel myself..
Energy - Yan Lei De Wei Dao
Energy - Wo Men
Energy - Zui Hou Yi Chi
Energy - Everything In My Heart
Fan Wei Qi - Bu Yao Ku
Fan Wei Qi - Yi Bi Yi
Fan Wei Qi - Yi Zhi Dao Zui Hou
Fan Wei Qi - Duo Mo Duo Mo Ai Ni
Fan Wei Qi - Ru Guo De Shi
Fan Wei Qi - Mei Na Mo Ai Ta
B.A.D - Wo De Cuo (he sld sing tis to me perhaps)
Hou Jian Hua - Ni Hao Jiu Hao
Lee Sheng Jie - Chi Xin Jue Dui
Lee Sheng Jie - Shou Fang Kai
Lee Sheng Jie - Yuan Zou Gao Fei
Lin Jia Xin - Lian Zhi Feng Qing
Vivian Hsu - Ai Xiao De Yan Jing
Vivian Hsu - Hao Xiang Ni
Zhang Shao Han - Yi Shi De Mei Hao
Jolin - Tian Kong
Jolin - Hao Xiang Ni
Mi Xue Wei Qi - Guo Du Shi Qi
Yu Hen - Yi Ran Shi Peng You
Xiang Xiang - Lao Shu Ai Da Mi
Ou De Yang - Xiao Fu Qi
Mayb stil have some more but din list out yet..
Hehe :p all r chinese songs.. cos i dun listen to english de..
11:08 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Since i've make up my mind le y sld i stil do those stupid tins.. make him more angry wif mi..
but i jus cant stop doin stupid tins leh.. whenever i tin of it i'm really tinkin too much n gone crazy..
to go accordin to my plan, i sld try nt to do it le.. but pls giv mi time to forget k. jus like mi givin u time.. but i tin u mus oso help mi forget n trust u lor..
a clap needs 2 hand lor.. wif mine alone wil nv work..
n saying tat sensitive word is nt easy. pls dun anyhow say it k.
8:40 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
Aft so many days of deep thinking & tearful day, i've finally noe my decision.
Giving u so many chance is redundant. Jus a waste of our time. But still now i'm giving u last chance to change. Will u really change, do u really treasure n cherish me? All lies in ur hands.
I've noe wat i wana do now.. let's wait n c when u'l change. but i can say u wil nv do it lor.. if u got intention to do it for me, u wil do it long ago. No ned to do al tis n say so much.
The more secrets i noe, the more hurt i m.. n i cant take it lor.. so i decided nt to look back at the past. jus look forward to the future is enuf for mi. but wat my future wil b like?
wil my life continue to b so miserable? or wil i find smone beta? or wil it b u but u've change n life gettin beta? wat wil it b?
i've let u noe wat i wan n wat i wish.. but wat abt u? wat u exactly wan?
even if tis is the last chance we r together, i hope u can stil giv mi al ur heart n show mi the love. let us hav a nice ending. hope i'm nt askin for more. wish tat u can do it. but in my heart i alr noe wat u'l b le.. so wun pin too much hope on u.
rem, everytin lies in ur hands. wana treasure or destroy it is easy jus c if u wan it to b in tat way anot.
10:57 PM
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u when out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.
10:51 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
Found out tat actually Dear n me dun hav much photos taken together.
But i've my own plan le.. during his bday we go take neoprint den during our anni we go photo shop to take. the 1 at cine nt bad many ppl went le.. can try tat lor.. at least i can hav more photos taken wif him.
1 of the reason y so little photos is bcos tis guy dislike taking photo. duno y leh.. but yet ownself can use hp to take.. haha =)
i'm really happy being wif him. i noe many ppl disapprove. yah u guys r rite. n i noe wat kind of person he is. if he willing to change, he'l do it long ago n no need to wait until now. giving him so many chances r wasting my time on someone whom dun even appreciate me. i tin i'm stupid but i stil wana b wif him.
i duno wats on his mind, wat he actually wan. but i've told him my feeling n my concerns. wat he wana do is up to him. pls keep ur promise n do wat u say.. dun jus say for fun.
6:45 PM
Smth gd & bad happen to mi. dun really noe how to say it out.. but thru tis, i've make new fren & oso noe some of the truth wich he had been hiding fr mi for duno how long liao.. suddenly i felt i'm a failure cos i totally unaware of those tins lor. but now i can say i'm much happier den last few days but my heart now stil feel very unsafe. no sense of security lor.. but al tis wil ned his help.
some words tat make sense to me but i'm not using it now.
If i were you..i will not wait..or giv him chance..dun waste ur time on him..its not worth it..really..People tends to tk things for granted..when u are there he maybe wun know u are good...i think u sld be the one suggesting the break up..and dun bother him..he will gradually realize who is really gd to him...and cum back to find u..and when he really cum back for u..i will say that ..that is the real time u can be with him happily togather.Really, afterall other gals..may be juz flirting or playing with him as well..once he lose u..he will then realise that you have actuali done so many things for him all these while..I really strongly encouraged you this method..it is really a true test to this 4 yrs relationship..4 yrs..if he already had no feeling to you..and you insist clinging on to this relationship and not to move on..in the end the one suffering will be you..imagine one day..u get married with him..and he is still like this..are u going to tolerate this kind of fate fr the rest of ur life?If he doesnt wish to break up..when u suggested break up..he will sure dun let go..if u suggested and he silently accept ur initiate ..tats means this relationship is nthing to him...trust me..even if u break up wif him nw..he will cum back for u one day..Bcoz..he can be a "Good" lover to satisfy the gals needs as in maybe..he is good at coaxing gals..But definitely not a good husband..and those gals will sure leave him one day. well..this is an advice i can give you..hope u can stand up and move on..never let a guy look down on you..and thats my MOTTO.
5:27 PM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
My feeling now:-
Disappointed
Heart-broken
Cheerless
Dejected
Depressed
Despairing
Down
Gloomy
Glum
Hurting
In grief
Low-spirited
Pessimistic
Sorrowful
Sorry
Troubled
Weeping
y will things turn out like tat?
things tat i did nv touch his heart?
i dun believe we'l end like tis.
Let's get over tis tough period together k?
In fortune telling, tis yr pig couple wil hav many obstacles to overcome.. nt gd to b together.. but shall we hand in hand overcome all tis, get over tis yr n look forward to next yr. tins wil get beta betw us de.. really..
8:50 PM
Love is strong yet delicate.
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.
Love is something you can't describe
like the look of a rose,
the smell of the rain,
or the feeling of forever.
5:56 PM
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
5:31 PM
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
5:30 PM
Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
5:29 PM
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
5:22 PM
12:44 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
2day Darling's on half day army leave.. cos he neds to go back camp to take his ippt test again..
every yr ned to take once (mus pass de) else wil get RT (dun really noe wat it means).
Heng ah.. he finally passed everytin.. tat time go back camp failed running by 30sec but now pass.. Jus now stil bluff me said tat he fail again.. Stupid u... so like tat he get $100 lor.. but tis $ wil b gone quickly.. cos someone who duno how to take care of $ is holding onto it n its HIM...
tis few days i'm absolutely angry wif him due to some reasons.. but stil got meet him past few days leh.. hehe :p siao 1 hor..
ok.. goin to c Shermine le..
7:54 PM
tis few days i'm nt in gd mood.. guess up til now, tis yr i've wasted many tears.. so mus replenish dem..
tml maid is goin back indo le..
last nite her family called, sayin tat her son is sick for 2 wks n dey r waiting for her to go back to send him to the hospital.. piang now den cal.. so bo bian mus send her back asap..
but wil she b coming back is a ??? cos she wana wait til her son recover den come back work but her permit can only last a 1 mth to go back there. if 1 mth period is up n her son stil nt fully recover den her permit wil b closed n wil nv come back le.. in fact she did mention tat when her contract ends next yr, she's considering to go back indo le.. so mayb take tis time to send her back lor..
mama is tinking of getting a new 1.. but there r pros & cons leh.. most of us tins old 1 is beta as dey r some links betw us liao mah.. shall c how ba.. but fr tml onwards i mus do most of the hsework le.. n oso take care of my ah-ma as i'm the only person at hm.. OMG!! can i take up tis job? siao liao lah..
7:45 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
I'm quite happy tis few days... aft meeting Darling for dinner on thurs...
Felt so pampered once again.. its been a long time le..
Tink his dept col r chasing aft their OT pay fr the co tis mth.. so mayb he'l get more $ next mth lor.. nt knowing the reason at 1st, he wana buy mi a shoe so tat i can wear to my cousin's wedding.. but i dun wan cos i hav many heels le.. den i told him i wana go trim my hair n he say he'l pay for everytin i do on my hair.. but again i tin i'l jus trim, no coloring, highlighting or rebonding for me tis time. & since tis GSS, some jewellery shops r having discounts, i suggest him to get mi diamond lor.. n he's ok wif it.. he's tinkin of buying mi a necklace.. ring i hav it le.. so wan bracelet, ear-ring or pendant?
but mayb nt tis 2 mth giv mi.. no occasion leh.. but i tin next mth my pocket will burn a big hole.. his bday coming n i duno how sld i celebrate wif him.. our 4th anni is in aug so let him save up for tat ba.. most imptly is save for future lor..
9:22 AM
Friday, June 10, 2005
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9:48 AM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Have been tinking wat r we goin to eat on the 18th...
International buffet, steamboat, sushi, Thai???
Of cos not too exp lah.. jus wana have a meal together & can chat oso. But sushi is out le.. some of dem jus had it recently le. & no seoul garden or swensen as its quite common for us.
Ppl who r reading tis post, do u hav any gd suggestion can provide?
Price must b acceptable & food r nice lor.. If hav, pls tag n let mi noe k..
many thanx..
11:28 AM
The MOST precious prossession that ever comes to a gal in this world is her boy's heart.
So Dear, does i have urs?
11:22 AM
Monday, June 06, 2005
From tis mth onwards, I'm bcoming more lonely le..
Darling is busy workin n training. very fast, the lion dance comp is coming so must practice hard to get the award. If nt wrong, the semi final is on 8,9,10 Jul. No matter how busy i m on tat wkend, i'l stil go n giv him my full support.
Went Marina Sq midnite sales on sat. wah spent quite alot..
My next outing tink wil b on 18th le.. wif my poly frens.. Yeah!! long time no c since our last gathering on 29 Apr.
so sian..
11:37 AM
Wah.. tis mth quite a few nos of ppl celebrating their bdays leh..
1 June - Alan (Dear's fren)
4 June - Jesslyn (Fr AddOn)
6 June - James (Dear's fren)
9 June - Dennis (Sec sch fren)
10 June - Eugene (My bro)
11 June - Meiyun (Fr AddOn)
14 June - Meifen (Poly fren)
I hereby, wana wish all June babies a happy bday..
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to all of u,
Happy birthday to u.............
& wana congrats Pearly & qmo having their precious darling, Jercia on 26th May.
& was waiting to c Winnie's baby daughter soon. Hehe she's waiting for her due anytime.
11:24 AM
Friday, June 03, 2005
The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he love you. he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one
The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did he done, as everything he done, is for your own good.
The guy who love you, seldom praise you, but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it.
The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you din reply his message but others, because he cares.
The guy who love you, only drop his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart, the heart which beat for you.
The guy who love you, will remember every word u said, even its accidentally. and he will use the word always at the nick of time.
The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because they don't want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.
The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a suprise, belive him that he can do it.
The guy who love you, maybe can't remember special occasion like somekind of anniversary, but, he do know that, every second he live, he's loving you, no matter what day is today.
The guy who love you, won't said "i love you" that easily, because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already, but only he will tell the word at the special situation, because he dun wan u to misunderstand, he want u to know that he love you.
The guy who really love you, will feel that, sometimes, something hav to tell for only once, because he thought that u might already understand him, if talk so much, he will feel that theres nothing you will cherish.
The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your ludgage and ask you "why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.
The boy who love you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier. with smile.
The boy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will sent a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he call that late, he will said, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.
The boy who love you, always call you little girl, but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him at his bed.
The guy who love you, while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably, althought you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with "baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself."
The guy who love you, while really miss you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment.but he never knows, what he bought is daisy, but doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses.
The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words, but you know, his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.
The guy who love you, if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.
GALs in crush, love, do you think the guy who's beside you do really love you? if yes, wish you have the happiest day ever after.
2:28 PM
Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about that guy...
When guys are in love, they become poorer
But when girls are in love, they become prettier
Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..
Guys care most about the quantity of love...
But girls care most about the quality of love..
Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man...
Guys feels curious towards all girls...
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her..
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going bout with other girls...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from other guys...
Guys wishes to be her first love....
And girls wishes to be his last love...
2:22 PM
How to treat ur gal?
It is not easy to win a girl's heart...
What Girls Want?
Only real men know how to treat the woman he loves.
This is the sweetest thing in the world.
Read, Learn, and Put into good use.
1. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot. [Yeah, it shows that you love her, not her body]
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. [It shows how much you appreciate her presence]
3 . Kiss her on the forehead. [It's a loving gesture, helping her feel secure]
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. [even SMS or missed-call will do... Nothing can beat waking up to the voice/message of your loved one]
5 . Always tell her how beautiful she is, no matter what she's wearing. [Again, it shows how much you treasure her]
6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. [sigh... need I say more?]
7 . Recognize the small things . . . THEY USUALLY MEAN THE MOST! [it's the tiny bits and pieces that count]
8 . Call her baby.
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. [trust me, girls love it when guys sing to them]
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. [Yeah, and show her to them]
11 . Write her notes. [to make her feel that she's always on your mind]
12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. [it shows how much you want her to be a part of you]
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. [you never know what will she say]
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. [but make sure that it's the right time for jokes]
17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. [sigh...heaven...]
19 . Carve your names into a tree. [for memory sake]
20 . If she's mad at you, apologize because SHE is always right.
21 . CUDDLE.
22 . Bring her flowers just because u love her. [although some girls will say that they hate flowers, but still, chances of them being touched is very, very high]
23 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone. [this means a LOT to her, and it shows a lot about you as well]
24 . Look her in the eyes and smile. [Believe me it works..it has its own magic]
25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants. [you trust her, don't you?]
26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing. [but don't step on her feet too often]
27 . Kiss her in the rain.
28 . If you r in love with her . . . tell her. [of course! unless, of course, she's already with someone...]
10:31 PM
FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"
GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.
LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"
THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.
11:00 AM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Taken today.. so cute..
Love her so much..
8:25 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
All I ever wanted was
to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together,
to never be apart.
No one else in the world
can even compare,
You're perfect and
so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than
I ever thought we would,
I love you more than
I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you
all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you
as long as I live.
In your eyes I see
our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me
I know we will last.
I hope that one day
you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are
when seen through my eyes.
2:11 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
Get to noe more abt me
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
The real me
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
What's my personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
What type of personality I have?
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
How do I behave when in love?
You could be heading for trouble if you don't loosen up just a little bit. Don't be so suspicious of him. He did have a life before he met you. You are too pessimistic about your relationship, and this could, ironically, be the reason that it will eventually end. Cut him some slack, and you'll find he comes back to you of his own accord anyway.
What's on my mind?
You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.
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9:58 PM
Who's the 1 who ask mi not to meet on sunday & will meet me for dinner on monday?
Who's the 1 who say will call me tis afternoon but din & din even ans my call?
What's his next step after saying those words i noe le..
Managed to ask him in msn & the ans i get is wat i expected.. Told me 2nite working OT. saying those words on sat nite allows him to b free for 2 more days..
Wanted to plan smth memorable for his bday but i noe wat ever i planned, it'l b spoilt or he wun appreciate de lor.. Tats y i ask him directly wat he wana do to cel his bday..
I din ask u to take leave on the actual day to accompany mi. N i noe i jus can hav dinner wif u tat nite. Counting back, Mon u need to work (mayb OT oso or u wil jus tat as excuse to meet other ppl), Sun is training day so left Sat.. when u stil need to work ot but aft tat u'l b meeting ur frens go pub de lor.. wich u hav been doin every sat.. my simple request is to tag along wif u.. to let mi b wif u longer, to replenish Tue.. I noe wat ans i'l get thou now u say "c how". but y cant u grant my wish? i'm not so ugly to b kept at hm lor.. i've nv like goin clubbing as u noe but bcos of u i'l wana go..
guess no matter how hard i try to save tis relation, its useless.. u giv mi cold shoulder or jus 'entertaining' mi..
i've recuperate & my tears r back le..
but jus now when u r real busy or dun wana tok to mi, u typed 'take care, bye, miss u'. be it fr ur heart or jus say say only to make mi happy, thanx lor.. i really feel happy when i saw it.
2:34 PM
Will i ever find my true love?
Aft being hurt so badly, guess my expectation of my Mr Right increased..
I merely wanted him to love mi wholeheartedly, be faithful & true, able to tink of his future & be financially stable. But y cant he do it?
My last chance given to him cos i felt tat he dun jus love mi alone, he's nt faithful, words full of lies, only tink of present & no savings..
He told mi he'l TRY to change.. but according to his pattern, he'l say only no action done. I've given him plenty of chances le but y dun he treasure dem? Guess its really time for mi to slowly giv up rite?
To those who cares for me: I noe u guys will scold mi being so stupid, y sld i tolerate him, let him treat mi in such a way.. Age r increasing n I dun hav much 4yrs to waste on such person.. But jus giv us tis last chance. I hope he'l change but the possibility is 0. Jus let mi slowly giv up k..
Aft thinkin for so long, i noe i'll nt hav gd future wif him.. cos i cant imagine my bf will say such hurting words to mi..
Someone who can forget to call mi,
someone who say i'm so gan cheong keep calling & msging him,
someone who will nv tel mi his whereabouts,
someone who let mi worry abt him everytime,
someone who will break his promises & words,
& someone who's words r all lies n yet force mi to believe..
OMG!! y can i live wif him for 4yrs? wat makes him changed? if i duno all tis truth, wil we live happily? i guess not.. b4 knowin the truth, i'm involve in the guessin game but aft knowing the truth, i'm stil involve in tis game. I've to find out the truth myself. Even findin out le i noe how bad the ending will be i would stil find out. How many victims r there exactly? But yet i'm tryin to forget abt it so tat i can hav a beautiful ending for tis 4yr relationship lor.. Quarrelling wif smth tat u wun change is useless..
tis morning i had a beautiful dream.. i shall nt say out my dream.
Is there really love a 1st sight?
When can my real mr right appear? I'm lookin for a stable relation lor. Who can heal my broken heart?
Someone who noes how to love mi faithfully, dotes on mi.. can b a very loving bf wif gd personality, financially stable, stable career, tink of the future.. guess tis sld b wat i'm lookin for ba.. or mayb i can say i'm materialistic lor..
But is it so difficult to find such person? Or will HE change to b my mr right?
12:50 PM
To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.
12:39 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Captured some video clips of Shermine.. If interested can go take a look.. its .3gp file lah.. beware of the noisy background sound...
http://f2.pg.briefcase.yahoo.com/gilliam_ang
7:44 PM
Cracking my brain now..
Darling's bday is coming soon... how sld i celebrate wif him?
when is the suitable day to b wif him for the whole day?
wat sld i get for him?
wat shall we eat?
where shall we go?
ok i noe he left the actual day for mi.. but wat abt the previous days?
if he's goin out wif his frens sld i follow?
how can i make it a nice day for him & me aft being thru so many quarrels recently?
will he appreciate wat i do for him? if no y sld i waste al my time.. else i really thanks him lor..
6:59 PM
Will ur bf forgets to call u?
When he's in a pub, he cant hear his fone ringing despite how many times u tried calling him. Reason he give: Batt low thou jus fully charged in the afternoon cos batt sot, wan spoil le..
I've called him many times in 3hrs.. & sms oso.. Even tried askin his best buddy is him wif him anot.. i noe i'm quite irritating.. sorry abt it..
His usual ending time, i tried for the last time b4 i giv up n goes to bed & he finally ans le.. giving mi al those excuses lor.. cos mayb he dun treat mi as his gf ba.. so i'm not in his mind at al.. enjoy himself outside wif his col & nv tink abt mi how i feel when i tried lookin for him n waiting for his cal or even jus a msg for more den 8hrs..
Duno if he really noe he's at fault anot lah.. but really sweet talk to mi lor.. ok i'm happy tat he uses tat tone when tokin to mi lah but i'm oso angry wif him lor.. apologise to me, ask mi dun go over 2day for jus a few hrs only n say he'l meet mi for dinner tml.
tinkin back yah no pt goin over c him for 1-2 hrs den wait for 6hrs.. so i'm now at hm lor.. cos he need to go cc for meeting abt the big event dey r going to held, den hav training lor.. i jus told him if there's anytin ned my help i can cos i'm free.. but he simply say i wil nv get involve.. :( sad but nvm so long as u can allow mi to go can le..
To my someone: i noe the truth n i even saw it. but u stil choose to hide.. no pt lor.. 'zhi bao bu zhu huo' lor..
BROCADE != BERKELEY BOOKS (!= means not equals to)
tis is the fact tat i noe.. i did promise u tat i wun do anytin follish to her cos u mention tat she's ur mgr wife n u ned to b in gd relation wif her for some reasons but now i tin i can break my promise le.. cos u DUN NED to b in gd relation wif her for any reason as she has no relation wif u in work. i'l do foolish tin if only u force mi to.. cos i'm now tryin to forget but did u try to change? ask urself..
Another sad tin is my maid is not coming back le.. so i can nv gets to c her le.. she decided to look aft her kids.. so mum wil find a new 1 to replace her.. but new maid abit scary leh..
4:16 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005
Some songs wich i had been listening n wil continue doing so as it reflects my feeling or mayb words tat i sld tel myself..
Energy - Yan Lei De Wei Dao
Energy - Wo Men
Energy - Zui Hou Yi Chi
Energy - Everything In My Heart
Fan Wei Qi - Bu Yao Ku
Fan Wei Qi - Yi Bi Yi
Fan Wei Qi - Yi Zhi Dao Zui Hou
Fan Wei Qi - Duo Mo Duo Mo Ai Ni
Fan Wei Qi - Ru Guo De Shi
Fan Wei Qi - Mei Na Mo Ai Ta
B.A.D - Wo De Cuo (he sld sing tis to me perhaps)
Hou Jian Hua - Ni Hao Jiu Hao
Lee Sheng Jie - Chi Xin Jue Dui
Lee Sheng Jie - Shou Fang Kai
Lee Sheng Jie - Yuan Zou Gao Fei
Lin Jia Xin - Lian Zhi Feng Qing
Vivian Hsu - Ai Xiao De Yan Jing
Vivian Hsu - Hao Xiang Ni
Zhang Shao Han - Yi Shi De Mei Hao
Jolin - Tian Kong
Jolin - Hao Xiang Ni
Mi Xue Wei Qi - Guo Du Shi Qi
Yu Hen - Yi Ran Shi Peng You
Xiang Xiang - Lao Shu Ai Da Mi
Ou De Yang - Xiao Fu Qi
Mayb stil have some more but din list out yet..
Hehe :p all r chinese songs.. cos i dun listen to english de..
11:08 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Since i've make up my mind le y sld i stil do those stupid tins.. make him more angry wif mi..
but i jus cant stop doin stupid tins leh.. whenever i tin of it i'm really tinkin too much n gone crazy..
to go accordin to my plan, i sld try nt to do it le.. but pls giv mi time to forget k. jus like mi givin u time.. but i tin u mus oso help mi forget n trust u lor..
a clap needs 2 hand lor.. wif mine alone wil nv work..
n saying tat sensitive word is nt easy. pls dun anyhow say it k.
8:40 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
Aft so many days of deep thinking & tearful day, i've finally noe my decision.
Giving u so many chance is redundant. Jus a waste of our time. But still now i'm giving u last chance to change. Will u really change, do u really treasure n cherish me? All lies in ur hands.
I've noe wat i wana do now.. let's wait n c when u'l change. but i can say u wil nv do it lor.. if u got intention to do it for me, u wil do it long ago. No ned to do al tis n say so much.
The more secrets i noe, the more hurt i m.. n i cant take it lor.. so i decided nt to look back at the past. jus look forward to the future is enuf for mi. but wat my future wil b like?
wil my life continue to b so miserable? or wil i find smone beta? or wil it b u but u've change n life gettin beta? wat wil it b?
i've let u noe wat i wan n wat i wish.. but wat abt u? wat u exactly wan?
even if tis is the last chance we r together, i hope u can stil giv mi al ur heart n show mi the love. let us hav a nice ending. hope i'm nt askin for more. wish tat u can do it. but in my heart i alr noe wat u'l b le.. so wun pin too much hope on u.
rem, everytin lies in ur hands. wana treasure or destroy it is easy jus c if u wan it to b in tat way anot.
10:57 PM
Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u when out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.
10:51 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
Found out tat actually Dear n me dun hav much photos taken together.
But i've my own plan le.. during his bday we go take neoprint den during our anni we go photo shop to take. the 1 at cine nt bad many ppl went le.. can try tat lor.. at least i can hav more photos taken wif him.
1 of the reason y so little photos is bcos tis guy dislike taking photo. duno y leh.. but yet ownself can use hp to take.. haha =)
i'm really happy being wif him. i noe many ppl disapprove. yah u guys r rite. n i noe wat kind of person he is. if he willing to change, he'l do it long ago n no need to wait until now. giving him so many chances r wasting my time on someone whom dun even appreciate me. i tin i'm stupid but i stil wana b wif him.
i duno wats on his mind, wat he actually wan. but i've told him my feeling n my concerns. wat he wana do is up to him. pls keep ur promise n do wat u say.. dun jus say for fun.
6:45 PM
Smth gd & bad happen to mi. dun really noe how to say it out.. but thru tis, i've make new fren & oso noe some of the truth wich he had been hiding fr mi for duno how long liao.. suddenly i felt i'm a failure cos i totally unaware of those tins lor. but now i can say i'm much happier den last few days but my heart now stil feel very unsafe. no sense of security lor.. but al tis wil ned his help.
some words tat make sense to me but i'm not using it now.
If i were you..i will not wait..or giv him chance..dun waste ur time on him..its not worth it..really..People tends to tk things for granted..when u are there he maybe wun know u are good...i think u sld be the one suggesting the break up..and dun bother him..he will gradually realize who is really gd to him...and cum back to find u..and when he really cum back for u..i will say that ..that is the real time u can be with him happily togather.Really, afterall other gals..may be juz flirting or playing with him as well..once he lose u..he will then realise that you have actuali done so many things for him all these while..I really strongly encouraged you this method..it is really a true test to this 4 yrs relationship..4 yrs..if he already had no feeling to you..and you insist clinging on to this relationship and not to move on..in the end the one suffering will be you..imagine one day..u get married with him..and he is still like this..are u going to tolerate this kind of fate fr the rest of ur life?If he doesnt wish to break up..when u suggested break up..he will sure dun let go..if u suggested and he silently accept ur initiate ..tats means this relationship is nthing to him...trust me..even if u break up wif him nw..he will cum back for u one day..Bcoz..he can be a "Good" lover to satisfy the gals needs as in maybe..he is good at coaxing gals..But definitely not a good husband..and those gals will sure leave him one day. well..this is an advice i can give you..hope u can stand up and move on..never let a guy look down on you..and thats my MOTTO.
5:27 PM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
My feeling now:-
Disappointed
Heart-broken
Cheerless
Dejected
Depressed
Despairing
Down
Gloomy
Glum
Hurting
In grief
Low-spirited
Pessimistic
Sorrowful
Sorry
Troubled
Weeping
y will things turn out like tat?
things tat i did nv touch his heart?
i dun believe we'l end like tis.
Let's get over tis tough period together k?
In fortune telling, tis yr pig couple wil hav many obstacles to overcome.. nt gd to b together.. but shall we hand in hand overcome all tis, get over tis yr n look forward to next yr. tins wil get beta betw us de.. really..
8:50 PM
Love is strong yet delicate.
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.
Love is something you can't describe
like the look of a rose,
the smell of the rain,
or the feeling of forever.
5:56 PM
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
5:31 PM
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
5:30 PM
Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
5:29 PM
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
5:22 PM
1. You'll read his/her sms over and over again...
2. You'll walk really really really slow while you're with him/her...
3. You'll feel so shy whenever you're with him/her...
4. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
5. By listening his/her voice..you'll be smiling by yourself...
6. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other ppl around you...you can only see that person...
7. You'll start listening to love songs.
8. You'll really really like love songs...
9. You'll get high just by his/her smell...
10. You'll realise that you're always smiling to yourself..
11. You'll do anything for him/her........
12:44 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
2day Darling's on half day army leave.. cos he neds to go back camp to take his ippt test again..
every yr ned to take once (mus pass de) else wil get RT (dun really noe wat it means).
Heng ah.. he finally passed everytin.. tat time go back camp failed running by 30sec but now pass.. Jus now stil bluff me said tat he fail again.. Stupid u... so like tat he get $100 lor.. but tis $ wil b gone quickly.. cos someone who duno how to take care of $ is holding onto it n its HIM...
tis few days i'm absolutely angry wif him due to some reasons.. but stil got meet him past few days leh.. hehe :p siao 1 hor..
ok.. goin to c Shermine le..
7:54 PM
tis few days i'm nt in gd mood.. guess up til now, tis yr i've wasted many tears.. so mus replenish dem..
tml maid is goin back indo le..
last nite her family called, sayin tat her son is sick for 2 wks n dey r waiting for her to go back to send him to the hospital.. piang now den cal.. so bo bian mus send her back asap..
but wil she b coming back is a ??? cos she wana wait til her son recover den come back work but her permit can only last a 1 mth to go back there. if 1 mth period is up n her son stil nt fully recover den her permit wil b closed n wil nv come back le.. in fact she did mention tat when her contract ends next yr, she's considering to go back indo le.. so mayb take tis time to send her back lor..
mama is tinking of getting a new 1.. but there r pros & cons leh.. most of us tins old 1 is beta as dey r some links betw us liao mah.. shall c how ba.. but fr tml onwards i mus do most of the hsework le.. n oso take care of my ah-ma as i'm the only person at hm.. OMG!! can i take up tis job? siao liao lah..
7:45 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
I'm quite happy tis few days... aft meeting Darling for dinner on thurs...
Felt so pampered once again.. its been a long time le..
Tink his dept col r chasing aft their OT pay fr the co tis mth.. so mayb he'l get more $ next mth lor.. nt knowing the reason at 1st, he wana buy mi a shoe so tat i can wear to my cousin's wedding.. but i dun wan cos i hav many heels le.. den i told him i wana go trim my hair n he say he'l pay for everytin i do on my hair.. but again i tin i'l jus trim, no coloring, highlighting or rebonding for me tis time. & since tis GSS, some jewellery shops r having discounts, i suggest him to get mi diamond lor.. n he's ok wif it.. he's tinkin of buying mi a necklace.. ring i hav it le.. so wan bracelet, ear-ring or pendant?
but mayb nt tis 2 mth giv mi.. no occasion leh.. but i tin next mth my pocket will burn a big hole.. his bday coming n i duno how sld i celebrate wif him.. our 4th anni is in aug so let him save up for tat ba.. most imptly is save for future lor..
9:22 AM
Friday, June 10, 2005
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9:48 AM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Have been tinking wat r we goin to eat on the 18th...
International buffet, steamboat, sushi, Thai???
Of cos not too exp lah.. jus wana have a meal together & can chat oso. But sushi is out le.. some of dem jus had it recently le. & no seoul garden or swensen as its quite common for us.
Ppl who r reading tis post, do u hav any gd suggestion can provide?
Price must b acceptable & food r nice lor.. If hav, pls tag n let mi noe k..
many thanx..
11:28 AM
The MOST precious prossession that ever comes to a gal in this world is her boy's heart.
So Dear, does i have urs?
11:22 AM
Monday, June 06, 2005
From tis mth onwards, I'm bcoming more lonely le..
Darling is busy workin n training. very fast, the lion dance comp is coming so must practice hard to get the award. If nt wrong, the semi final is on 8,9,10 Jul. No matter how busy i m on tat wkend, i'l stil go n giv him my full support.
Went Marina Sq midnite sales on sat. wah spent quite alot..
My next outing tink wil b on 18th le.. wif my poly frens.. Yeah!! long time no c since our last gathering on 29 Apr.
so sian..
11:37 AM
Wah.. tis mth quite a few nos of ppl celebrating their bdays leh..
1 June - Alan (Dear's fren)
4 June - Jesslyn (Fr AddOn)
6 June - James (Dear's fren)
9 June - Dennis (Sec sch fren)
10 June - Eugene (My bro)
11 June - Meiyun (Fr AddOn)
14 June - Meifen (Poly fren)
I hereby, wana wish all June babies a happy bday..
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to all of u,
Happy birthday to u.............
& wana congrats Pearly & qmo having their precious darling, Jercia on 26th May.
& was waiting to c Winnie's baby daughter soon. Hehe she's waiting for her due anytime.
11:24 AM
Friday, June 03, 2005
The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he love you. he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one
The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did he done, as everything he done, is for your own good.
The guy who love you, seldom praise you, but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it.
The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you din reply his message but others, because he cares.
The guy who love you, only drop his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart, the heart which beat for you.
The guy who love you, will remember every word u said, even its accidentally. and he will use the word always at the nick of time.
The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because they don't want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.
The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a suprise, belive him that he can do it.
The guy who love you, maybe can't remember special occasion like somekind of anniversary, but, he do know that, every second he live, he's loving you, no matter what day is today.
The guy who love you, won't said "i love you" that easily, because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already, but only he will tell the word at the special situation, because he dun wan u to misunderstand, he want u to know that he love you.
The guy who really love you, will feel that, sometimes, something hav to tell for only once, because he thought that u might already understand him, if talk so much, he will feel that theres nothing you will cherish.
The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your ludgage and ask you "why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.
The boy who love you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier. with smile.
The boy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will sent a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he call that late, he will said, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.
The boy who love you, always call you little girl, but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him at his bed.
The guy who love you, while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably, althought you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with "baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself."
The guy who love you, while really miss you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment.but he never knows, what he bought is daisy, but doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses.
The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words, but you know, his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.
The guy who love you, if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.
GALs in crush, love, do you think the guy who's beside you do really love you? if yes, wish you have the happiest day ever after.
2:28 PM
Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about that guy...
When guys are in love, they become poorer
But when girls are in love, they become prettier
Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..
Guys care most about the quantity of love...
But girls care most about the quality of love..
Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man...
Guys feels curious towards all girls...
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her..
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going bout with other girls...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from other guys...
Guys wishes to be her first love....
And girls wishes to be his last love...
2:22 PM