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a b o u t . m e

Named Gilliam Ang
Born in 16 Nov 1983.
Regional Sales Coordinator in Epson.
Student of SIM - RMIT University.
Hope my wishes will come true soon.

w a n t e d

* A caring, loving HIM
* Save lots of $$$
* Holiday Getaway
* Get married on 09/09/09 or 20/09/2009, possible?
* w@ns to |ivE h@pPi|y eVer aFteR
* Coach Sling bag
* Burberry Blue Label Bag
* Ipod Nano
* LV wallet
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Sunday, May 29, 2005


Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"

18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say "I miss you"

24. The way you miss them

25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.


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8:49 PM



1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.

2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity. * Remember * A peach is a peach, A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!


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8:49 PM



1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.


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8:49 PM



1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck = I want you

4. Kiss on the lips = I love you

5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing

6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away

7. Look in your eyes = kiss me

8. Playing with your hair = I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist = I love you too much to let you go


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8:48 PM



Wednesday, May 25, 2005


R u bored? Try these games....

Crossword Puzzle

PACMAN

Cute Pucca


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1:42 PM



Had a wonderful monday tis wk... was wif Bee the whole day.. so happy although jus stayin at his hse lah.. but duno when he's free to meet mi again le.. cos OT, OT & OT.. :(

n his schedule wil b getting busier le.. cos of july competition & their performance.. he's left wif 1+ mth to practice all... so meaning no time for mi liao lor... worse.. but of cos i wan dem to win the comp lah.. n their performance is an anniversary & oso the mark of the beginning of the new troupe. so all r impt lor.. den i oso impt mah.. so duno how he's goin to manage his time well.. cos i noe i sure get angry wif him de..

Haha.. next tue Darling not working.. y? bcos he ned to go back camp for a day.. sianz.. but at least he can meet up wif his campmates. 1 got married n had a baby girl wich is very cute, another ROM le n wil b marrying tis yr, the last 1 nth much to say but gets fatter le.. tis 3 r Bee's best campmates lor..


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1:12 PM



Her face is full of expressions now.. when u say Hello, Good Morning to her, she'll smile at u.

When i was using my HP to take photo of her, she seems to noe n will face the camera. So smart..

Took a video of her oso but duno how to convert to put here leh.. shall tink of some ways to do it. really cute..

Shall go down find her lata..



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1:09 PM



Sunday, May 22, 2005


so sad.. 2day is Sunday n yet a public holiday.. but Bee stil mus go work. y?
wat co is tat? his working hrs r getting from bad to worse lor.. work 2day but only 1.5 leh.. y the same as normal day? n wat the pt of curry favour tat stupid gal.. or is there unusual tins betw dem? but the more i say the more he gets frustrated.. cos he's working for ppl so wat dey say he mus do lor.. even if the job isn't finish n hav to go back al the way to jurong 2day to do it. n not cfm wil finish 1 lor.. he beta nt come n tel mi lata tat tml stil mus work lor.. i sure dun believe him le no matter its true or not.

stil tins tat tis morning can go over meet him awhile b4 he goes to show but the plan al changed. kns.. al bcos of tat f**king co lor..

n tis yr i duno m i so bad luck.. y i say so...............

yest went esprit shopping wif bro & meiyun den went hm ard 5+. its raining heavily when we reached Hougang so went Hangten to get an umbrella but when we're walking hm, only drizzling lor.. when we r at the void deck walkin towards the lift, i merely saw a guy wearing white standing rite at the other end of the blk, den a lady told bro not to c straight.. but out of curiousity, i saw le.... a guy was lying on the floor unconscious. aft tat i noe y she asked us nt to c le.. but b4 tat bro alr saw le n was tinkin y he's lying there n its raining smmore.

quickly we took the lift up but we wil so scared... den a lady who took the same lift as us told us tat the ah pek was staying at 5th floor but went up to the 9th floor wanted to jump off. at tat pt of time another lady (wich was the 1 who told us not to c de) trying to stop him fr jumping but was too late n she witness the scene.

b4 we enter the lift, we heard his kins crying loudly. so sad.. tat ah pek was a nice guy lor.. he's been living here for very long time le n i've been calling him whenever i saw him since young lor.. but recently really din get to c him so much le.. mama said he got illness & dun wana waste his son's $ to c doctor so decided to commit suicide as his son is jus a fishmonger wif 3 kids stil young. the day b4 yest, ah pek did told other seniors tat old le got alot of illness so beta die dun lian lei others but dey told him not to tin tat way.. but who noes he really went to jump off.. he's 80+ yrs old le.. really feel sad n scared.. smmore recently my neighbourhood here alot of funerals ah.. wat seasons is tis?

y i saw such tin again? how den can my luck improve?

haiz.. yesterday nite was like a bad day for mi lor.. 1st witnes such tin, 2nd had an unhappy dinner.

my unhappy dinner: mi n my family n relatives went kembangan, 1 of the restuarant along Changi Road, opp Shell station for dinner. its my 1st time there n dey say nt bad. recently the weather nt very gd can rain anytime so we decided to sit in the air-conditioned room oso bcos of my young cousins if nt outside is the road le very dangerous lor.. but tat waitress get us a table rite under the air-con. after ordering our food, my aunt told her tat its quite cold sitting here lor. den the waitress suggest to off the air-con. but my aunt asked her cos there's other customers lor. but the waitress said its alrite cos there's stil another air-con running so not tat bad lor.. so she told her col to off it. aft she left, the table behind us wanted to find trouble wif us le..

1 of dem using chinese said Zhi Si Zhi Li meaning selfish, only tink of ourselves nv consider abt others. den aunt of cos get angry lah.. not only her lor mi oso very angry.. prob is nt our suggestion to off it lor.. aft arguing for awhile we manage to stop it, den another asshole using english to shout at us.. demanding tat its our fault to off it. say tat we wanted it to b off lor.. a bunch of idiot f**kers. was really very angry lor.. some suggest to change table dun sit so near to dem n oso further away fr the air-con but my uncle insist nt to change. seems like changin the table is like showing dem we scared of dem & our big table will b blockin the way. so we remain unchanged.

mama told mi not to argue wif dem cos dey r drinkin beer lor. n their pattern like abit drunk le so nt pt quarrel wif dem. den i was tinkin calling the police here c who is greater lah.. n i was cursing dem.. since dey r drinking n sure drive lor.. so i curse dem get caught by the police. eat mee sua got choked n watever i can tink off.

but when we r eating, dey r tokin so loudly tat din consider abt other customers lor.. so who r the 1 who is so educated n yet tok so loudly like its their place.. so who is so inconsiderate, so zhi si zhi li. noe how to say others but did dey tin of themselves? go gome look at the mirror lah.. mayb c le the mirror oso wil crack ah.. so ugly.. wahahaha

aft dinner we left, dey oso left aft us. too bad din jot down their plate no. if nt i go report police le.. drink & drive, yet drive so fast.. if get caught license wil get strike off.. tats the way i wana c lor.. knn..

n u noe wat.. when tat waitress came back, aunt told her tat we got accuse by the other table for switchin off the air-con wich is wat the waitress did lah.. but she push al the blame to aunt lor.. she claim tat is my aunt asking her to switch off de lor.. den at tat time i was very angry le.. wat kind of service is tis?

anyway i'm not goin to tat place anymore.. its out of my list le no matter how nice is their food but tat kind of service can forget it le..

back home, told Bee abt it. in fact i oso duno wat he intend to do lah.. he ask mi where is tat place n say ask Kiwi go take a look cos he's at tat area. so i duno wat's on his mind. but dun tin Kiwi so free to entertain him lah.. say say only lor.. Haha.. so cute. or mayb he c mi so angry wana pei he wif mi.. but his tone seems real leh.. lolx..

Forget abt those unhappiness ba..

lata bro is goin genting le.. heard fr Bee, Terrence & Wanjing oso goin lor.. duno is it the same group. haha..

Yeah tml can c Bee le.. he beta pei mi the whole day lor.. cos my long wkend only left wif 1 day.. Haiz.. n oso happy tat Shermine is coming to Hougang to stay tml evening le.. cos Cindy is starting work on Tue. so i can c baby everyday when i'm free le.. wahahaha so cute.. misses her so much.


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5:25 PM



Thursday, May 19, 2005


Congratulations to my cousin. He's getting married on 10th July 2005. after so many ups & downs, finally dey r together.

I've created a blog for dem with their wedding photos. cos i tin wif tis blog its much easier for ppl to view rather den carrying the heavy photo album going abt.

Take a look @ Jayson & Valerie's Wedding Blog


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8:21 PM



Haven't see Dear for few days le.. he's been busy with his work.. fr Joo Seng rush home for a bathe & dinner den rush to Jurong warehouse to work.. so tiring for him.. almost everyday like tat but the pay stil the same n no transport allowance smmore. but i wun ask him to switch job cos its diff for him to get a stable job so work hard k.

Finally I've met him jus now. 2day no ned to go Jurong so he came Kovan to meet me for dinner. Its been a long time since he met me for dinner aft work wich i couldn't rem when was it le. The dinner last less den 1hr but i was very happy alr..

& he oso clarify smth wif mi. i've been very angry wif him over tis matter for quite some times le but now den he's willing to tel mi the truth. wich i'm oso happy to hear it. y dun u let mi noe earlier so tat i wun accuse n get angry wif u mah..

But still, Thanks Dear for coming to meet me for dinner & clarify my doubts. Luckily u din postpone the dinner again.

Coming soon is the long wkend but sat i cant meet Bee cos he mus work. but i've plan to go Wisma Esprit wif Meiyun & sis to c anytin to buy as Meiyun fren can get 50% off staff discount. & mayb if dey r free we can go shopping & tats my Saturday schedule. But for Sun, i wana meet him de as usual lor even jus for 5 hrs but he told mi he got show to go so cant meet mi. very angry wif him lor cos he din discuss wif mi n agree wif Johnny le :( so i gotta find my own program on sun le. but stil i got Mon to spend wif him. hehe ;p

Tue onwards, Cindy will b back to her workplace & Baby Shermine wil b stayin in Hougang le.. Yeah!!! can go down n find her everyday. So happy can c her.. like my cousin said, when he saw her, his heart will melt. HAHA!! wat logic is tat.. She's getting more cuter. Jus saw her on Mon, when i was playing wif her, she's trying to tok to mi. really very adorable.


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8:05 PM



Tuesday, May 17, 2005


Never say I love you
If you don't really care

Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there

Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart

Never say forever
If you ever plan to part

Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie

Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye

Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than Me.


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5:33 PM



Saturday, May 14, 2005


Pic 1 Pic 2 Pic 3 Pic 4 Pic 5
The cute, tiny little right leg.


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2:10 PM



My feeling now is moody... so sad..

They lost in the competition. Cant get into the final. Got some mistakes made and Dear tins it's his fault n he feels bad. but actually not lor.. duno where went wrong oso. but al of dem had tried their very best le. to get a gd result for themselves n for Heng. Thou its over, but stil i feel sad for dem.

Anyway dey now can focus on other competition le loh.. Coming july de lion dance comp, Bee mus practice the drum for Richao. n CC's da ri zhi oso coming soon in July. Bee oso mus practice 3 drum on his own for his performance. such a case, he'l b very busy wif training n his work. but stil i wan him to spend some time wif mi. even jus staying at hm oso gd enuf.

i cant ask too much fr him but hope he can tin of mi lor.. care for mi n noes wat i'm tinking n wat i really wan. cos he's a stupid guy who duno wat a gal really wan. no matter how i told him he jus din listen n i've did al i can le. wat he wana do is up to him le. chance is his, to treasure anot i cant care. i jus wana b a loving couple wif u like b4.


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1:45 PM



Sunday, May 08, 2005


Competition is coming soon n Darling is busy training n working. no time for me at all.. so sian. but i still wish dey can get gd results. Jia You!!!


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9:05 PM



Monday, May 02, 2005


So bored now.. duno wat to do leh.. my stupid bb 2day nt free for mi. promise that he'l meet mi during wkdays but according to his pattern, he'l postpone till wkend lor.. din hav too much hope on him. but i tin during wkend, i oso dun hav much time wif him as competition is coming soon, he mus train hard. Thou i wana had more time wif him but stil i wish dey can do their best n get a gd result. for themselves & for heng..

Will a relationship gets bland aft both stepped into the working society? cos he gets to noe more ppl & mite find someone who suits him more den mi.. is he tis kind of guy? thou his phonelist got more gal's no & more OT to rush, but he stil treat mi nt bad loh.. m i tinkin too much?

Haiz.. I missed Enen & Shermine. My cousin jus told us tat we mite nv c enen again le as his parents r divorcing n his mum is goin to take the 2 kids wif her. since she dotes on the youngest gal more y she wana bring enen wif her.. if enen gets to follow his dad, we stil can gets to c him lor.. really miss him alot & is very upset when i heard the news. As for Shermine, she's at Boon Lay n my cousin will only bring her over next wk..


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1:09 PM