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a b o u t . m e

Named Gilliam Ang
Born in 16 Nov 1983.
Regional Sales Coordinator in Epson.
Student of SIM - RMIT University.
Hope my wishes will come true soon.

w a n t e d

* A caring, loving HIM
* Save lots of $$$
* Holiday Getaway
* Get married on 09/09/09 or 20/09/2009, possible?
* w@ns to |ivE h@pPi|y eVer aFteR
* Coach Sling bag
* Burberry Blue Label Bag
* Ipod Nano
* LV wallet
*~ HaVe a m3mOr@b|e, uNfOrGetTab|e bDaY

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006


Aft so many days of holidays, tml most ppl will start work le.
Doesn't feel like working lor. Guess all will have tis tinking rite?
Thou tml i'm taking leave liao lah.. hehe!! but i'm goin AIA to bai nian. Aft tat will go home & find Shermine.
Up til now i still have not see her yet. How can... My darling leh!
Since i'm still in holiday mood, was tinking if i sld take half day off on fri. As i'm longing for the Chingay alr, guess my mood wasn't at work on fri lor. so mite as well take leave & rest b4 goin down.
But duno wat to do leh.. if take half day, den i mite as well meet Wendy at lavender to go Orchard together. but b4 meeting her, can i meet qf? he's oso taking leave to prepare for the Chingay lah.. Shall c how 1st.
Was excited when i saw the programmes of the event. Thou same old stunt from JBCC - Big Flag.. but there's appearance of Japan Kobe troupe.. Juboon CC oso performing 34 dragons wif the help of some other troupes.. Taiwan troupe oso here to perform..
so... JBCC guys sure happy lor.. cos all r ti ko pek.. Their foreign troupe are here so mus entertain lor.. esp those jap gals. Rite?
Even msg qf.. cos he mus b super happy.. got Jap, Tw & Sg gf wif him.. lolx!!
Thou its none of my prob but i still cares for him lah.. Althou he's those kind tat who wil only find mi when he needs mi. other den tat i wun hear from him lor.



I'm so tired now.. Shall upload my new photos soon & scan the zodiac fortune telling for all to see.
Piggy tis yr nt bad hor? Heard wil have 'tao hua'. If its true den i wan nice 1. If fooling only pls dun find mi. Cos i noe i cant take any more of tis attack.
Ying said i'm stil so gd & cares so much for dem is bcos there's no one worth for mi to care for now. Mayb its true ba. So shall wait for the ONE.


Ok shall go slp le.
Vivi, when u free den let mi noe if u wana meet up anot lor.
Deen, let me noe ur plan for the 8th. Haha!! giv mi chance go c guys hor. Ying say if got handsome de mus recommend to her oso. Wait jian kill us ah.. Lolx!!


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

11:17 PM



Saturday, January 28, 2006


Ytd was alone at work. Couldn't take leave cos I noe i got alot of invoices need to do. Cos all super last min.
Not only have to do my work, oso have to help my sup & asst sup do their work. Den last min credit note, but was kena scold by the Acct Mgr & so din do.
Aft work went over Lavender. Bought bak gua for dem to eat.
Tat idiot ah.. Only beginning of the yr alr took 3 days mc le. den at 1st told mi he wun b home cos got show to go. but aft work get to noe he'l stil b home. but wil b goin suntec for dinner. so i hungry mus setlle my dinner myself lor. den i saw his hp rang. his Dear called him. so he's meeting her at suntec for dinner. NO WONDER!! but he say the show is help CJH de so bring her along lor. But den i tin back.. BULLSHIT!! y last time when i was wif him, he had nv allow mi to go when he's helping CJH lor. i only allowed to go when its for JBCC. Lots of excuses. But duno y dey 2 can stil b together for so long.. Din she noe those tins he's doing behind her? But anyway i'm not in the right position to say anytin. My own secret. haha!! Good Luck to u.


Tis morning went CompassPoint wif cousin & Shermine. Din get to see her le. Wana take photo wif her but timing wasn't match. Hope tml nite will b able to see her at Hougang.
Tis afternoon getting ready to go Grandma's hse but b4 tat i went over to pass him his bday present.
Aft so long le but i still feel shy when see him. Duno y like tat leh.
But felt happy cos gotta see him & he like the gift.


I'm starting working on 2 Feb. Took leave cos wana go back AIA.
& I can go Chingay le.. Aunt passed me the tickets alr. Going wif Wendy. So can see dem perform once again. Mayb tis is the last time i can go le. so beta treasure tis time.


Gong Xi Fa Cai!!
Collect more more hongbaos..


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

11:59 PM



Sunday, January 22, 2006


1. The dog will not nag at u, saying that u spent too much on ur shopping.
2. Ur dog wouldn't comment on ur looks, saying that u look ugly or fat.
3. U don't have to get jealous if ur dog is after another bitch.
4. Ur dog will listen to U, instead of, U listen to it.
5. Ur dog will love to follow u to anyplace as long as it can be with U.
6. Ur dog will be the one waiting patiently at home for u, U will not be the one to wait for the dog to come home.
7. The dog will appreciate U for the things u have done. It will wear anything that U bought AND WILL NOT PUT AWAY THINGS THAT U BOUGHT IN E CABINET FOR YRS!
8. The dog will get the slippers for u, ur guys don't do that.
9. The dog will not mind if U are in love with another man.
10. The most important thing is, the dog will not say "I no longer love u"...


But I'm scared of dog. So I would rather choose a bf thou I'll suffer.


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

6:50 PM



Saturday, January 21, 2006


Jus now went out, sky dark dark but no rain. so went out w/o umbrella. Who noes when i was at the carpark, big droplets falss on me. so quickly walked to the other blk. lucky the rain was smaller when i wana cross the road. but when i walked to the bus stop, heavy pour le. smmore waited for 2 buses for more den 15 mins. whole right hand was wet. can imagine how heavy it is? smmore i was taking shelter under the busstop leh.
Lucky reach bugis only drizzling so quickly went to the nail lounge cos i'm alr late by 15 mins le.
Quite good service. I'l not go back hollywood secrets le.
Got diff lor. Service, environment. Got free drinks, free personal movie to watch, massage chair to sit on. Thumb up. But the price will be abit higher.
So we decided to buy the 5+1 package to try on 1st. Its gd tat there's no validity period for the package.
When leaving, dey gave us those cny carrier w/ 2 oranges inside. & we gotta choose a red packets as lucky draw. Vouchers inside lah.. So good.


Den went bugis point to shop. Tis evening, ying oso went there wif her frens. She bought a bag & bracelet. I bought a 3/4 pants. Nice & cheap. Tat place consists of many many small little shops. quite squeezy but its a new place to shop oso. Aft shopping, i had dinner den go home le.
Not goin out wif Samantha liao cos she's having backache again. Poor gal.



Actually i was very angry during my trip home. Cos i left a seat beside mi empty. den when i was jus closing my eyes to rest, someone sat on tat seat. Its a guy, not skinny lor. Den my face changed. Seeing that there r few mores seats so empty but he purposely sit there. Saw his ez-link card, still a student (cos got bus conductor inspecting). Sld have put my tins on tat seat. Next time i noe le. dun so gd leave it for ppl to sit liao. Make myself suffer only. so angry. until now stil so 'hot' when tin abt it. ARGH!!


Tml no plan so will stay home rest. Actually i stil haven pack my room yet. Dun tin i'm packing cos half of the tins inside belongs to my granny & she'll nv b neat. Den tins on my table i oso duno clear le wan put where, so leave it ba. no ned to clean oso cos maid occasionally tidy dem le. Y m i getting lazier?
Wana prepare card & gift. Deen encourage mi to giv. But i'm still confused. No courage, no idea how to go abt doing it. But to giv or not now doesn't mean anytin liao. cos nth wil happen de. but since alr get it le so mite as well giv lor. else wana keep for who leh?
qf? but his bday in july. other guys? no interest, dun feel like giving.


Ok contd to watch my vcd. Nitez!


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

11:57 PM



Felt abit tired now thou i've slp for awhile jus now.
Morning went out for breakfast den go Metro Paragon wif sis le. So early, but not so crowded yet. Its good lor.
Bought my new pyjamas & chomel hairpin.
Reached home ard 1+pm. Now wana go bath le den goin down to bugis for my pedi/mani appt. Will be meeting sis aft i'm done to go walk at the bugis point. Tonite Samantha dey all r goin Perankan Place, sis ask mi c if i wana go anot. Sam ask mi to go along lah. Sld b goin since i'm so free.



Last nite YOU appeared in my dream. Tat moment i was so happy. How true will it be? Will nv come true rite?
Someone said i tin too much le tats y even in my dream oso got him. Haha!! But alr reducing the time of tinking liao leh.



Alr applied leave for 1st Feb le.. Wana go back AIA but Meifen wun b in. :(
Ok gonna go le.. mus bath le.


Not all the women are the same. The feeling is diff betw friendship & bgr. Aft bgr wana go back to friendship its kinda diff. The feeling will nv b the same again. Roughly noe wat u been thru ba, thou i'm not a guy.


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

3:56 PM



Friday, January 20, 2006


Was so worried for my phone. I dun mind getting it for repair but I'll lose all my msges.
So i beta save those impt ones to my pc.

Was tinking maybe its the batt spoilt, so used sis's batt to test & it works. so it means my batt was totally low. but ytd nite stil got 3 bar leh.. mus get a new batt le.


Tml Metro having sales.. mite be going wif sis else i wun b going alone. I hate being alone.
Booked my appt for pedi & mani at 6pm. Thur din go wif cousin cos she's having a meeting so cancelled the appt but there's no other available slot le.



My darling is sick.. having running nose. poor tin. esp when she wana slp. she'l have to suck her thumb when slping but since she's have blocked nose, she couldn't breathe. Haiz!! Hope she'l recover by tml.



New song updated. Noe y i upload it? c part of the lyrics below:
早己习惯不让自己在睡前乱想 没想到今天又再度受伤
以为对你已不再有任何幻想 没想到还是 不能遗忘
我还是依然爱你 不管是不是分离
虽然我是真的那么那么努力不想你
我还是依然爱你 以为已经忘记
没想到那只是 我跟自己在演戏
如果一切还能继续 我想我会珍惜曾经熟悉的你


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

11:10 PM



Today maid woke mi up. But i'm still waiting for my hp alarm to ring.
& when i press the button, no screen. even on it oso not working.
DIE!!! My hp spoilt le.. No fone to use is so bad. Thou there's times when i wun b calling or msging.
So currently use my sis spare hp. Haiz!


For any case wana find mi, pls cal 65865549 (during office hours).


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

6:51 AM



Wednesday, January 18, 2006


Darling Shermine's latest photos.










Have been struggling thru these few days at work.. Like work for many days le but today is jus Wednesday.
Today keep lookin at the clock.. from 2.30pm onwards i was super free le & bo bian doing bo liao tins waiting for time to pass but it was moving super slow.. finally 5.30pm le den pack bag & go.


The RC members organised another trip le.. Tis time to Bangkok.
When had lunch wif cousin & other col, dey asked mi wana go anot but i reject. Cos both my cousin wun b goin. But who noes, cousin cindy came & ask mi wana go anot cos she's nt goin wif her customers le.. so i agreed lor since i got company. So my col called & ask y i suddenly agreed to go.. haha!! was happy lah. but now i'm considering abt the trip le.. cos aft work, cousin called & said she cant go le. so sld i go? those ppl goin i nt very 'shou' 1 leh.. like alone. & i'm afraid of loneliness. so until now i'm stil tinking. Mayb nt goin le ba.


Now i'm very angry wif mr chia.. bluff mi again..
was askin whether he can get more chingay tix for mi anot.. & beginning told mi can get 2 only.. but jus now told mi dun have le.. NOT EVEN 1 lor.. make mi happy for so long cos i really wish to go c.. c dem perform.
But i dun get the chance liao.. :(


Tml will be goin to do pedi & mani wif cousin.. using her package.
Next wed got staff assessment wif mgr & asst mgr. Was asked to speak out.. but i duno wat is there to share abt lor. duno wat needs to be implement or improve.
13/Feb will be our internal auditing for ISO 14001 & Product Safety le.. Stress sia..


CNY coming.. but i'm quite free & worse of all.. the occasion in Feb.. Lonely Liam..


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

7:55 PM



Sunday, January 15, 2006


Finally finished watching the vcd.. Really very sad. Haiz!!
Now felt so tired. cos ytd played mahjong till 4am den went for supper & slp at 5+.. woke up at 1+. Slp for so long le but yet i felt restless. lata shall go take a nap. haha!! ('oo')
Ytd oso din slp long. Fri nite watched vcd til 2+ & woke up at 8+. Went out for breakfast den get prepared & go Great World City shopping wif Shermine & her parents. Was so happy cos i can b wif her seeing diff kinds of expressions tat she made. but yet i'm tinkin of smth. abt 1 yr i din go there to shop le hor? few mths ago did went once but its for late nite movie wif 'so'.

Den fri nite my mood changes. Guess only ying noe y.
I'm not ur prob-solver. Y u'l only find mi when u ned my help? Den other time when u dun ned mi, u dun even bother abt mi. Meeting up wif u is so diff.
But i guess i over-reacted too.


Looking forward to 2 more weeks.. Getting my pay, taking ang-baos on CNY & his bday.


Cousin's ROM wil b on 06/06/06 & when asked, she wana hold her wedding dinner on 08/08/08 wich was wat i was planning too. But guess wat.. she told mi get myself a bf 1st b4 tinking such tin.
Actually i've tis plan 2, 3 yrs back.. but who noes i'm single again. but i'l stil wana stick to tis plan.
Thou hurt to hear wat she said but its true lah.
Or mayb i'l b single 4eva cos no one wil wan mi. Sad to experience twice & couldn't stand up le.


Oh yah.. Anyone lookin for job? Account assistant, marketing executive, marketing support engineer? Epson have job opening for these post. Go to their website to noe more.


Ok time for mi to go rest le.


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

4:08 PM



Thursday, January 12, 2006


人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。


第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人,
第三个是最爱你的人,
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人,然後体会到爱的感觉;
因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人;
当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的,
也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的,在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人;
你最爱的,往往没有选择你;
最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的;
而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的,
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢?
没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你,
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了,
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你;
同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。
当一个人不爱你要离开你,
你要问自己还爱不爱他,
如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开;
如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐,
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止,
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他了,
而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢?
爱不是占有,
你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里,
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有,
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆,
如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好,也爱他的坏:
爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点,
绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子,
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的,
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你;
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得;
分开是一种必然的考验,
如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输,
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。
你呢?找到了第几个?
茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?谁又遇见了你?



"Things aren't always what they seem."
Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later...

Some people come into our lives and quickly go…

Some people become friends and stay awhile...
leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts...
and we are never quite the same because we have made a good friend!!


Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present!


I think this life is special...live and savour every moment...


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

7:14 PM



Tuesday, January 10, 2006


Tot i wil stay at home whole day.
Aft watching my vcd, 6pm wana go find shermine but she's slping. so told cousin to inform mi when she's awake. When dinner's ready, went to get little bit of rice den my phone rang.. Sis called to ask mi get prepared, she's picking mi up for dinner wif her frens. den ok lor i went to have my bath den take few mouthful of rice else mama wil scold. During my bath, uncle called too. ask mi wana go out for dinner anot but i've to reject him le. so i'm all ready in 30 mins time waiting for anthony to pick mi up & go River Valley meet dem.
& now i'm back home le. so full..
I've nv luf so happily since those tins happened on mi. But duno y dey can make mi luf even wif their normal behaviour. So is it tat i sld hang out wif my sis more often so tat i wun tin abt those unhappiness?


Memories will be kept at the bottom of my heart.
All our dreams can come true - if we have the courage to pursue them.


The day it rained
I felt a coldness
I wanted you by my side
but you left me all alone
All alone in the rain to cry
I knew this was the end and ever since that day
my world turned into DARKNESS


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

10:44 PM



Today is PH & i'm at home the whole day. For the past few days, everyday is raining. no mood to go out. cos its comfortable to stay home & slp. Haha!!

Played mahjong for the past 2 days. On sun nite, was very tired le but stil watched 2 disc b4 goin to bed. Watching 'Sad Love Story'.. wah!! really very sad lor. makes mi cried & my eyes was swollen the next day. so serious. but hope such sad tin wun happen on mi. cos i wun b able to take it. now i'm sad enuf le. Stil left 5 more discs.. shall take my time to c.
While watching the vcd, i was doing my papercraft too.. Bought a beta glue (those art & craft glue which we used during pri sch) & finally my masterpiece is out.

Its fun & felt proud to b able to complete 1 as i tot i wun hav the patience to do it.
Sld i do 1 for u?


Tis morning met up wif my uncle's fren.. he asked y i din go out wif my bf.. Haha!! told him i dun hav & he wana recommend his nephew to mi. Sergeant, Officer... but u noe wat i'm tinking lah.. ;p
Smth i cant figure out.. but i duno how to say it here.. Hmm...


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

6:20 PM



Sunday, January 08, 2006


Really enjoyed myself last nite. Lots of fun.
Went Siglap wif Sis, Sam & Gina. Bought cheesecake (very nice!!) and went to a pub few shops away. Reserved a table. & we brought all kinds of broadgames to play.
Back to childhood. Played the Mona Lisa.. oso duno wat is it really abt. abt positive & negative tinking of my mind & body. love, relationship, society, joy, anger, sadness, self-esteem, body etc.. quite true abt how i'm feeling lor. from 8+ we played till 2+.. fun lor & u wun noe time passed so fast. Den went to a coffeeshop for a drink to chat. Anthony & Eugene came too.
Reached hm & slp ard 4am. Lata goin aunty hse for mahjong. but its raining. so sian lor.


ytd while watching vcd, i was doing my 1st papercraft. sld take abt 1 hr but i spent longer time on it. until now stil not done.. cos i use 'laoya' glue.. now so angry cos it doesn't stick well & useless to carry on liao. gonna giv up le. but anyway i roughly noe how to do it le. it will looks gd if i'm able to finish it. Tin gonna buy a new super sticky glue so tat i can do the lucky bamboo for myself & put at my desk.


wana try doing 1 for urself?
Go to Papercraft, download, print & you can start doing le.


Does everyone got sixth sense? Or usually women have it most?
Cos sometimes i can feel tins ard mi. & sad to say the feelings are true.
Tats wat i tend to be so detective & pessimistic.


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

11:20 AM



Saturday, January 07, 2006


See!!

This is my Xmas present from Ying.. My favourite piglet. Love it so much..
Lots of hugs & kisses for Ying.


Ytd aft work met up wif ying & weiling go Bugis.. had dinner at Ajisen Dining. Nt very nice. Food exp & nt attractive as compared to Sakae Sushi. Aft dinner, went to walk for awhile den went home le. cos we r so tired.
Ytd nite went hm but din go home straight. Instead, went to find Shermine. cos i miss her so much.
See her crawling & playing by herself, pulling my belt & the string on my blouse, kept toking & calling mama.. she's simply so cute.


Haiz.. so sad!! if not now i'm on my way to Taipei le.. ARGH!!
Duno wat to do liao. nth on leh.
Will have mahjong session on mon aft work.
Tonight will be going out wif Sam & sis. duno where dey wana go. Jus follow lor since i'm so free.
Haha.. we r all addicted to Korean show.


Jus asked qf if he can get the Chingay tix for mi anot. but he say only got 2.. haiz.. who to go wif leh? so i asked my aunty cos last yr her co got sponsor & she got tix to go mah. so duno tis yr got anot. if hav beta.. or if qf can help mi get 3 more tix.. den i can bring my 2 aunt & the 2 little pig go together. shall wait for his & her gd news.
My aunty abit shocked tat i stil in contact wif him & can b fren wif him lor. if its her, she said she'l hate him.


Now i roughly noe how's ur feeling. & its gd for mi to let go too. wana achieve my new yr resolution too.
Really dun wish to see any of you suffer. Wana c u happy.


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

12:50 PM



Wednesday, January 04, 2006


Super sad.. cos my Taipei trip was cancelled due to insufficient headcount..
Can imagine the whole office so many ppl but nt enuf 10 ppl wana go.
Nvm.. lets wait for the next trip ba.. :(


Today aft work went lavender.. To c him & pass tins to him..
Did tok & the amt is much much more den the last 3 quarters of 2005..
OMG!! saw his wradrobe, one of the door came off le.. haha!! will be getting new 1 when his 3rd sis moved back to stay.. but mus aft 49 days from his mum's death.


So this long weekend wat u gonna do?
I've got nth on leh.. Haiz!!

Ytd took half day cos i'm feeling giddy & running nose.. went Hougang mall to get my contact lens den go c doc. went hm online awhile & went to slp le..
slpt for 2 hrs, woke up had dinner den go find Shermine.
Next wk she'l b 10 mths old.. Now she noe how to cal ah-ma, mama & papa.. showing u where's her ear & where's shermine.. So adorable..
still rem the piglet i bought for her? she treats it as her lollipop or drumstick.. keep biting & licking its legs & hands.. mayb bcos of jealousy ba.. cos her parents 'sayang' piglet in front of her.. haha!!


Had a tiring day at work. so wana go rest le..


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

9:51 PM



Monday, January 02, 2006


For the past few days, i merely slept for 6 hrs daily..
At nite slp ard 3+ den 9+ woke up le.. so today gonna stay home rest & relax cos tml mus start working le..

On New Year Eve, had my countdown wif Ying, Hui, Meifen, Melissa (Mf's best fren), Jian & Jiahao..
Aft getting hh's bday present, went Marche @ Heeren for dinner.. Yummy Yummy!!!
Den went PartyWorld @ Cuppage at 9pm..



So our countdown is in the room & not out on Orchard Road.. heard tat it was so crowded & lots of 'Blangadesh'.. Mention dem i wil get angry ah.. purposely spray on me lor.. duno wat tat tin cal. hehe ;p
Quickly run for our life ah.. cos the ppl there r so high tat dey spray on anyone lor..
Ended the ktv at 1am, too bad cant extend cos got ppl booked the room le. so we went hm as all r tired le.
Great thanks to Melissa.. send all of us back home.
From Orchard to Woodlands to Khatib to Hougang to Bedok den back to Eunos.. So i reached home ard 2+am.


My 1st day of the year, my program for the day was playing mahjong.. & i played for the whole day.. Wah!! Shiok leh. Played from Simei to Pasir Ris.. den 2+ cousin's bf send mi home.
Luck stil not bad for mi lor. keke ;p


Went online when i reached home, still saw Ting in msn.. so chatted wif her. Poor gal.. cant join us for the fun cos she had to rush her sch assignment & proj. Tml mus hand in le. so stressed lor.. tok to her abt alot of tins..


Mayb tis is really a gd start for mi? Finally had tok & sms QF.. as u noe last time i msg he totally wun reply de lor. Noe his situation now so din force him. I was like super gd to him lor.. so kind hor? haha!! to other ppl mayb i wun b so generous.
Know wat he told mi? I'M STILL THE BEST TO HIM!!
so i replied him, now den u realised ah? but its too late le.
i din wan u to regret but i wun treat u badly. jus remember wat i told u.


Y ppl will have so many probs to overcome? Y mus it all come at a time? If really mus have such obstacles, one at a time is ok lor.. Haiz.. Y let ppl have big headaches?
I sld b glad tat i dun have so much probs to handle. Living a simple life thou nt really happy wif it.
Like wat she said, my probs occur bcos i 'die' in the hands of these 2 guys.
Ur probs r really serious. Din noe how to help you & duno how to say cos i wil nv meet such scenario de.
Sorry but i hope you can quickly settle everytin & live happily. Do wat ur mind tells u but it wil b gd if no one wil get hurt.


Ok gonna go take a short nap le. Lata shall watch korean vcd. my aunty lend mi. hehe ;p
oh yah.. tat recent serial vcd tat i bought - Love Story in Havord nt very nice leh.. watched 6 discs only.. nt goin to continue fr there le. or wait til i really have nth to watch den no choice lor..


so excited!! tml gonna find out is my trip to TP cfm.. den mus go buy thermal wear le..
Vivi say now 17 degree nt very cold.. but to mi like quite cold leh. cos i nv been to such place b4 duno if i can tahan it.

Seems like i have a great start for this new year. Hope everytin wil go smoothly for mi. & for EVERYONE.
Problems-free..


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

12:37 PM