Saturday, December 31, 2005
Ytd Company gave us half day off. Suppose to meet Deen go city hall shop de. But plan changed.. As i wana go Caltex House to see smth, decided to meet HH for lunch. deen wil b late as his prayer haven start. den went to shop aft lunch, suddenly felt needles poking my head. so mayb shop awhile den go my cousin hse to rest, in the end din meet deen le. hehe :p
Aft hh went back to work, mi alone shopping at OUB Center & Raffles Exchange. Bought shoes, shirt, pants & bag. & at nite played mahjong at her hse til 2am & aunty serene send mi home.
Lata meeting ying at Orchard.. mus go get a gift 1st b4 having our dinner at 6pm. den their plan is shop, eat, chat den sing.. i shall c wat plan my mahjong khakis have..
suppose to go MOS but nt cfm yet. so stil cant giv ying a confirmation if i'l countdown wif dem.
sure kena say 1..
as for my 1st day of 2006, no dates leh.. but jus rcv serene's email to ask if tml wana play mahjong at her place. stil waiting for the other 2's reply as i'm free & easy.. haha!!
OK gonna rest awhile le.. tonite sure yawning all the way. haha :)
Happy New Year - 2006
New Year = New Beginning = New Life
Leaving 2005's memories in the past & look forward to 2006 future.
12:03 PM
The Pigs likes: Praise, Health, Diets, Teams, Bath, Comfort, Home, Children and Pets.
The Pigs Dislikes: Tiredness, Arguments, Paying Bills, Work, Hunger, Excess, Crime and Concrete.
Personality
Diligent, courageous and hates quarrels. Sensitive, indulgent and cultured with a streak of earthliness. Can be selfindulgent
to the point of gluttony. Can also be insecure. The Pig is also a perfect friend although not a deep
thinker and rather materialistic, not good at handling money but fortune is always around her.
Overall Forecast Of Your Luck In Year 2006
In year 2006, the Pig shall wipes away all the bad influences of the previous year. This is the best time for you to carry out your projects as planned. Even in the fluctuating wealth luck, you will still manage to make tremendous profits. Working class should not be arrogant over your excellent work performance to invite others’ jealously. Married couples must not involve in irregular affairs. Health is quite moderate. Beware of water danger to children and outdoor accident.
Health
Do not overwork but take care of your health. Special attention should be drawn to your blood pressure or
heart problems. Health will even be less promising during Chinese New Year and at the end of the year.
Career
The excellent luck will bring you prosperous profits from your well performed business. White collar personnel may be posted to higher position so that you can show out your talent.
Love
In the good emotional luck you will have better personnel relationship. You will enjoy the conjugal love with
your spouse but be careful of the involvement of a third person. Lovers may be in process of forming their own home while the singles may come across with someone of their dream.
Wealth
Wealth luck may not be as good as it may look, but you will have steady income. It is advisable to save some
money for urgent needs. The wealth luck is more favourable to the working class who may sometimes receive
surprise benefits in additional to their salary raise.
Good wealth luck will be expected from beginning of the year but will be down from the middle of the year.
2:56 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
So happy today.. keep smiling until my cousin buay tahan mi..
Cos my dream is coming.. holiday getaway.. meaning I can sit aeroplane le.. my one & only chance of sitting the plane was like duno how many years back wich i cant rem abt it le.. haha!!
Epson RC commitee organise tis trip to Taipei.. 4D3N Free & Easy from 7 to 10 Jan 06.. so i jus hav to take 1 day leave on Mon lor. & i was so excited now.. alr submitted my name..
waiting for my shifu's reply whether she's goin alone or wif her husband. if not i shall share a room wif her. & both my cousins & cousin-in-law are goin too.. so i got company le.
Looking forward to tis trip.
Finally its fri.. den wil hav a long weekend. but seems like no programs on leh.
Still so lonely.
10:54 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
So terrified.. got a shocked..
Was in my sis's fren's bf's car.. suppose to send us back Hougang aft our tiring shopping spree @ Isetan & a full dinner @ Sakae.. On our way at CTE jus out of the tunnel, a sudden shake + a loud bang..
but aft checking, the car din hav big damages but tin the bumper is loosen.
So din wan him to send us back le.. dropped us off at Potong Pasir & we took a cab home.
So unlucky.. Haiz..
Sad!! tml only Thurs.. Looking forward to Friday.. cos i'm working half day only. aft work duno my plan le.. cos will be meeting sis & aunty serene at maxwell mkt for dinner b4 heading to cousin hse at Tiong Bahru for mahjong session. so how leh? go shopping?
Yah!! Today Isetan sales din managed to buy lots of wanted stuffs.. jus got 2 tops & 2 inner wear.. wana buy shoes, shirts, pants & hairclips all dun have.. So dissappointed. So wil choose to go C&K to get the 2 shoes tat i aimed. & heard that tml GG>5 start its sales islandwide. so will b goin aft work wif cousin to c wat to buy. mayb getting some office wear clothes.
New Year eve any plans? seems quite boring tis yr..
Dun like year 2005.. as too many tins happen to mi le. sadness more den happiness lor..
Ok gonna go slp le.. so tired now.
11:24 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
New life for my blog too..
Spend my post xmas holiday at hm searching & editing the skin for my blog.
Found tis.. Me to You bear. I love it..
& moreover, it allows mi to put more den 1 song. so i can load my favourites songs in.
Nice? But its not really too perfect lah.
Any comments pls let mi noe. Thanks ;p
8:15 PM
Guess i've to set my new year resolution le..
To stand up & start new life. Give up on whoever as i was nv on his heart.
Dun hav to avoid me. Go according to ur feeling.
No replies, super short conversations, rejections, avoidance..
Felt sad, tears falling out.. Y m i torturing myself?
PLEASE dun giv mi hope when u noe u'l destroy them.
I shall need alot of time to recuperate fr tis. Mayb i sld MIA fr the world.
Currently no other guys exist in my life. Not even qingfa, thou i stil cares for him alot.
Dun hav to intro or ask abt any guy.
Jus wish tat my 1 & only resolution can come true & hopefully very soon.
Wish you happy for the rest of ur life.
Dun worry, wun hav any nasty flies le.
Its al straight fr my heart. I'm sorry if my words hurt anyone.
1:57 AM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Jus came back from Club MoMo..
Quite tired le.. gonna had my beauty slp.
Went out wif sis for the nite. Went Boat Quay to 'duno wat' bar for Gina's 21st bday. stayed for 2hrs den we left. wana go to MOS but the super was super long. so in the end went to MoMo lor..
At least i'm not quiet as wat my sis expect. cos usually i'l b in silent de. but mayb bcos i noe her frens ba. c b4 lah.. cos fr holy de mah. Left at 1+ cos Sam & Anthony hav to work tml. so we left Botak at Momo. Haha!!
He's a funny guy wif lots of craps. lolx!! Den Anthony sent us hm lor.
Really had fun jus now. Thanks to sis, ms sam, botak & anthony :D
Xmas eve le.. any programs?
U noe wat i wan?
Had quite a number of gift fr colleagues.. Managed to exchange wif some. but those last min giv de I din prepare leh. haiz!! sad.
Was surprised when i opened the gift fr my Supervisor.. she actually handmade a pouch & sew beads on it. Wif my name too. so touched lor. she spent weeks to complete 8 leh.
b4 tat was tokin to my shifu.. cos til time, only 1 Salesperson gave us gift. but b4 i left office for the day, another 2 gave mi too. so happy. at least my effort of helping dem is rewarded.
Had a gift for ying too.. but will only meet her on 31st.
Xmas day goin to uncle hse in the morning to play mahjong & xmas celebration. I've prepared alot of gifts for the kids. so long as all r happy can le.. its a season of giving.
Oh yah.. Not forgetting to get a gift for my Darling..
She's so happy to open the gift by herself. shouted & screaming.. Tats how baby react.
=-= Lonely White Christmas =-=
Oh no.. Din realise i got serious mood swings these few wks.. Not too sure abt the cause of it.
But i tin i've changed lor. The usual guai guai Liam is dead..
Started goin club. a place wich i hated most in the past & imagine u can slp in tat environment.
But i've not changed bad but jus open to the society.
Thou open to the outside world, but my heart is stil close. tats y i'm so sad now.
No specific someone to tok to.. so tok to Deen. he's facing the same prob as mi so he noes how i feel.
haha!! we r in the same boat. hope ur new year resolution will come true.
i wil not have any new year resolution.
we jolly well noe there wun b any gd outcome for us de but stil choose to hold on.
Moments in Life
To those people,
Who mean something to you;
Who have touched your life in one way or another;
Who make you smile when you really need it;
Who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down;
Whose friendship you appreciate;
Who are so meaningful in your life.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
But often times we look so long at the Closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
Because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream;
Go where you want to go;
Be what you want to be,
Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things
You want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
Enough trials to make you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human and
Enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily
Have the best of everything;
They just make the most of
Everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always
Be based on a forgotten past;
You can't go forward in life until
You let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying
And everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
You’re the one who is smiling and
Everyone around you is crying.
Don't count the years - count the memories!
3:06 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Jus came back from shopping. Met up wif sis & Sam for shopping of xmas gift.
Thou i've bought my col's shares, now went to buy for my niece & nephews & my aunties & cousins de..
Gonna wrap all of the gifts le. Fri den bring to office. Hehe!!
Singapore is so small.. Saw their fren at Harbourfront during lunchtime & CityLink during shopping time.
Normal reaction lor. Jus said Hello & smile :)
But den it makes mi tin of dem lor.
Ok gonna do my tins le..
Hope i wun hav a lonely white christmas tis yr. Wish someone will find mi up.
10:21 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
2day had my very 1st SCM Regional Operation Meeting. Met up wif those ESC representatives meaning those ppl dealing wif mi de. Tis time finally got to c her (Thai staff). The previous time she came to Sin i was sick. Haiz!! Was listening throughtout the whole meeting BUT i did doze off. Kena caught by my col so fear tat my AM saw it too. I did tried to make myself awake but jus cant leh.. Sad!
so tml wil have few tins to rush in the morning cos i got no time to do it. the meeting lasted the whole afternoon.
Thurs wil hav training session. ISO de ba.. heard tat ISO 14001 is coming soon. Much diff den 9001 de. Die lor.. Haven even take any quiz yet.
Finally Ting was free today. but so last min, all the rest r busy. at 1st not meeting de.. but den i ned to get xmas gift so asked her out le. for the 1st time i met her so early lor. haha!!
Meet at orchard mrt, went Taka to get her gift vouchers, den had our dinner at Sakae Sushi.. bought my gifts too. Wana meet up wif stacey but she's wif her sis & cant make it to meet us. so Ting came Hougang wif mi as she wana take her assignment fr her col. & so, Ting sent mi home. Haha!! cos i wana pass her the bday present. else duno i stil mus keep how long le..
Keep discussing when to meet up again. But stacey wana wait til brian is free ba den meet together.. very diff to arrange as dey r so busy. Y only i'm so free leh? i everyday oso free.. but no one wana ask mi out leh.. or perhaps waiting for certain ppl to find mi only. ;p
Oh yah.. jus now pass by wisma, tin i saw Wendy. but din cal her cos she toking wif smone. so i msg her. & yah its her. very long time din c her le. tat time tot of meetin up wif her at the wake but she din go.
As for ytd, aft work went somerset to meet vivien & chanel. wana get my tins fr her. but as usual, she's late & making her 3 frens to wait for her. We had Shabu Shabu for dinner.. Very nice but quite exp. so dun tin e9 wil go for it lor. Took lots of photo wif her Polariod..
Quite sad now.. cos i felt i'm so FAT & UGLY.. & tis hair makes mi look fatter lor. face more round. Haiz..
Impt Notice: 28 Dec (Wed) Isetan private sales @ Scotts from 9am - 10pm.
Saw the newsletter. Wah!! like alot of sales lor. wil hav lots of tins to buy le.. but tin wallet abit tight liao.
Wana buy new clothes, shoes, bag, hair clip..
10:26 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Now i'm back at home..
Tis morning woke up at 7.30 & went to Paya Lebar de temple to pray.
Stil early, we went back Hougang for breakfast den mi & sis took bus down to Parkway Parade.
Wana buy the lotion & she wana do a survey for her fren on a boutique.
Reach there at 10am.. Its so early. Few shops opened only. So walked ard awhile & went to Isetan Mango to c the sales.. no crowds & we r welcomed by the staffs. Like those departmental store in Japan. Haha!!
Wanted to buy shoe from Charles & Keith but no size & color le.. Sad!! But I'l get it to suit my dress. ;p
Din c any nice hairpin leh.. :(
But bought smth else wich is not in my shopping list.
A dress from Veeko. 50% off but stil cost over $50. Not bad lor, jus nice for me.
Bought a Korean drama, Love Story in Harvard. Seems not bad. Got discount so can buy. I've finished watching those vcd le.. so mus get new 1 to c.
More den 1 mth nv go PP le.. new shops opened le.. Tins seems to changed rapidly.
Gonna organise the e9's outing.. 31st we go countdown.. majority can go..
Other den tis buddies, no one else wil find mi out le.
1:54 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Took 2 hrs of nap, woke up watched Chicken Little.. stil bored, nth to do, arranged my wardrobe & sorting of my photos in photobucket, reading my old post & editing the pic's code. hope i din break any of the link.
Now den i noe i've been complaining abt him for a long period of time. but stil i choose to be wif him. i'm gd at tolerating? haha!!
read the posts, felt sad & honestly i did cry abit. duno y lah.
No matter wat, all r histories le.. tins wil nv get back to the past.
Dun tin now he'l wana meet mi lor.
Recall tat the fortune telling for PIG in 2005 is quite bad. Full of obstacles & both pig r nt fated lor. Sad to say we cant overcome the barriers in front of us. we choose to hide. so tats the route we chose. guess really hav to believe in such tin le. so 2006 wil b a gd yr for mi? den i shall wish to step into 2006 soon cos i hate 2005. too much unhappiness for mi le.
Mayb not his fault to treat mi so bad. cos in the 1st place its mi who hurt him. & i'm jus getting my retribution.
but den i did giv in totally but stil no gd result leh..
Beta take care of ur health. I can only worried for you & pray for the best for u. No matter wat i say u wun listen de so i rather keep quiet. Dun wish anytin to happen to u.
My wish now: Hope everyone is in gd health. Live happily. No worries.
7:49 PM
Aft few mths, i'm back to Jurong again.. Seldom go to the West as its too far for mi le.
Changed a new look.. but can i change a new life?
My new hairstyle.. dun really look nice rite? i tin the fringe is quite short for mi. quite uncomfortable.
tat idiotic guy.. as expected, giv mi excuses le lor.. so wun b meeting him. no program for today & tml.
guess i wana take a nap ba.. duno y i felt so tired.
Haiz.. thursday went to office & my finger was swollen & abit itchy. so i apply Mopiko but stil the same. lata, my hand, neck & stomach oso the same.. have been applying medication but till now, its stil swollen. how ah? y like tat? wat m i allergy to or wat insect bite mi? smtimes wil b itchy lor..
Thanks to Meiyun.. she gave mi 2 table planner.. but i wil take the smaller 1 to office. how abt the other 1?
Thanks to Vivi.. helped me bought the cardholder & cosmetic case..
Lata shall watch Chicken Little.. borrow the dvd fr my sis fren.
Next fri my sis is bringing mi to her fren's 21st birthday party. she alr promised her fren le so even if i say i nt goin oso cnt.. Kaoz!! but i stil have not cfm our outing wif ting.. tis busy gal ah.. duno when she's free for mi. :(
wah! jus read a email on 2006 fortune telling.. for PIG, seems not bad. got Tao Hua yun leh.. haha good for mi lor. but i dun really believe it. even hav oso wil hav bad ending de. so its beta nt to start fr the beginning.
today is Ah Zi's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY gal..
Miss many ppl so much.. seldom have chance to meet up. cos all r busy wif their own life. Haiz..
11:37 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Tis wk have been busy at work. Its bcos of the early closing for dec due to festive season, been rushing work & managed to clear my loads of filing & work on hand. My neat table is back again. But felt stressed & got headache when doing India order for next mth. Nv follow according to the instruction given. Every order there's mistake & takes time for them to amend. Haiz.. tml mus rcv all revised PO so wil b busy doing their orders only lor. Tml my shifu is on leave. but i tin i sld b able to handle tins on my own le ba except for serious or special cases.
Heard gd news today.. Bonus is credited into our acct ytd. So i was tinkin how much i'l b given cos its a token only & not 1.5 lor. so went to take the pay slip.. Wah!! managed to get $300. Yeah!! at least i got extra $ for tis mth to buy tins le..
Tml aft work going Jurong.. there will be a big surprise.. Haha :)
Ytd went to find Shermine. spend 2+ hrs playing wif her. she's energetic.. crawling here & there, clapping hands, shaking head & body = she's dancing, dropping hp on the floor, making funny faces when she wana eat or c smth she afraid of. Oh yah! she love to hear Dragostea din tei song.. esp the intro part, she'l dance lor. lolx.. 9 mths old le, abt to start growing teeth so now her mouth is like munching smth all the time.
Get to noe tat qf's back is giving him prob.. actually i was very worried abt him lor. he did went to c a doc but it stil hurts. so he wana go take xray lor. dun really noe wats wrong wif it. Hope nth serious.
Felt like eating sushi.. did plan to ask someone out on sat for a meal but no reply leh.. haiz.. not the 1st time liao.. mus call is it?
2day was helping my col finding the birthday bear for her daughter.. managed to find 5/7 (qf), 8/4 (ying) & 16/11 (mine).. got chance i'l pass it to u. hehe ;p sorry for the rest.. cos not enuf time to find for all. but chances of getting r slim too. aft seeing abt 100 over jus managed to get 3. haiz..
How r u? How's life there? I'm tinking of u. shhhh!!! mus keep as secret.
真的好想你， 想见却不敢见， 有一点害怕
Christmas & New Year coming soon.. til now there's no plan at all.
Xmas day wil b goin to uncle's hse for lunch only..
My wish dun hav to say out.. cos it wun come true de..
9:14 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Jus came back fr late dinner or sld i say supper? Uncle called & dey r goin Tampines to fetch my aunt & grandma for dinner so i tag along lor. & its my aunt's bday too..
& not forgetting my Ting.. 21st bday wor.. but no time to celebrate for her leh.. she's simply so busy lor.
Ytd aft work went ps to meet ying, weiling & jh.. we r goin to support him as he'l b having his 2nd audition at his music sch - Hark Music.. its opp parklane..
actually some of the contestants sang very gd lor. Unplugged version.. woah!! but Jh sang like killing chicken lor.. the voice too high le.. but we din wait for the result & left cos its very late le & 2day stil mus work. so took a cab hm instead.
recently like been to places wich i've not been goin for mths.. the shops at PS changed abit. been to the Hark music behind Mr Bean's Cafe, FengShan 85 Hawker Center, Sentosa, etc.. these places got some memories behind it.. & to b frank, i tin i stil haven really forget everytin lor. i'm making my life miserable for myself rite?
rcv a email wich toks abt relationship.. I agreed tat it speaks the truth but jus cant help lor.. & it goes like tis:
To My Friends Who Are ........... SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, It will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are ........... NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person”
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are ........... PLAYBOY /GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl:
Is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.
To My Friends Who Are ........... ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
But how good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are ........... MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry."
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here"
Not "how could you", but "I understand"
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are"
To My Friends Who Are ........... HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
But to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are ........... NAIVE
How to be in love:
Be consistent but not too persistent,
Share and never be unfair,
Understand and try not to demand,
And get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are ........... POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love
Happy with someone else
But it's more painful to know that the one you love
Is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are ........... AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most:
When the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her
To My Friends Who Are ........... STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If that person doesn’t worth it now, it’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
TO ALL MY FRIENDS .......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is: honest, strong, mature, never-changing, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
10:44 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Felt so tired now. Had enuf slp liao leh..
Shall begin fr Epson Annual Dinner & Dance - Prime Time TV cum Casino Nite 2005, held at the Grand Hyatt Hotel, Hibiscus Room. Actually not many ppl went. Only 15 tables lor.. Games & Entertainment for the nite include CNA news starring our MD, Best Dress Award, Magic shows, Horse Racing, Perfomance by Abrigial ( local Xu Chun Mei) & dancing moment.. Was kena pull to the dancefloor.. but stone stone lor. cos i duno how to dance de.. Paiseh leh..
Here's some of the photos taken, there's some taken in my col's cam. so hav to wait.
Din win any lucky draw.. Sad Sad Sad.. RC members won 3 out of the 20 prizes. Haiz.. Thou nv win any lucky draw, all will take back vouchers lor.. but shit.. out of so many vouchers i got the most useless 1.. Royal Sporting House $60 voucher.. KNS!! there's nth to buy fr there lor.. worse of al, both cousin oso got the same voucher but amt diff lah. Haiz, really so suay.
The whole event end at 1+am. Aft tat, i went out wif cousin & her colleagues.. went to the Bar None & The Living Room at Marriott Hotel.. I prefer a pub more den a club.. nt so crowded, no noisy music.. but alot of ang mohs there lor.. tat day reached hm at 4.30am.. Had lots of fun tat day..
As for sat, din go for the Soka concert wich Meifen invited.. Aft breakfast, quickly get prepared & go down Taka to meet Cindy & Shermine.. she went down quite early.. but waited for mi to reach.. cos i go al the way there jus to find darling.. the moment i reached, she jus fallen aslp. haiz but nvm soon she woke up le.. walked awhile & had lunch at Wisma's Coffee Club..
Aft tat, dey goin hm to feed her cereal le.. so i went to meet my other cousin to shop.. Den took a bus back to Tiong Bahru to collect her car & off we go to Bedok to fetch my Grandma out for dinner at Tampines.. Cos cousin wana take a look at her proj - the EpBus by Epson..
Shermine.. She noes how to clap her hands & gong xi gong xi le.. Making lots of noise lor.. Trying to tok. Haha.. so cute. Love her lots.
Merry X'mas.. Taken at my cousin hse..
Today shall stay at home.. but wat to do leh?
I guess my life is full of regrets.. Making ppl dislike me. Words in my mind but dun dare to speak out.
See the chance slip off my hands easily.. Haiz..
Jus c fr the forum, Coach is havin 30% off selected items.. so jio my sis go wif mi.. hehe ;p she jus came hm & got no program for the day.. yeah!! & can get some gift too.
12:52 PM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Recently i'm quite stressed.. even since i took over India customers.. Scared of Indians.. Full of complains, full of mistakes made. Mus 100% concentrate on their orders lor. tats y i'm so stressed now.. Pimples popping out le lor.. Haiz.. tml concealer mus apply more le.
Tml is Epson annual D&D.. so work til 4.30pm den i shall rush down to Scotts.. to meet Cousin, settle everytin at the hotel room & go for my appt @ Hollywood Secrets @ 5.30pm. The pre-dinner event starts at 6.30pm & there's early-bird gift..
Lucky draw prizes includes a LG Plasma tv, Nokia 8800, iPod Nano, Spa & Shopping Vouchers etc..
M i stil so lucky? Hehez :D
Haha.. got program aft d&d le.. YEAH!! wil b following cousin & the colleagues to club..
Will take many photos to upload.. cos tats my new sexy dress.. hehe.. Hope i'l look gd in it. BHB hor.. keke ;p
Wed went shopping wif sis & her frens.. Alamak.. dey wana intro her cousin to me lor.. same age.. but sorry i'm not interested lor.. tis sat no program yet.. so dey asked mi to go together to her hse.. but she got a doggy.. i'm scared lor.. but she's willing to tie it up cos of mi.. true anot? shall c how 1st..
looking forward to xmas aft my d&d.. but i guess i'm stil al alone.. xmas day wil b goin to uncle's hse for celebration.
7:42 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
This week is full of sad news.. But stil some happy moments..
My happy moments:
Mon aft work came hm & went over Hougang Mall wif Shermine.
Fri went to Sentosa & enjoyed myself.. Managed to go up to Mount Faber to have a look. The Jewel Box is so beautiful.. & the tallest xmas tree.
On the cable car.
Waiting for my col to send me the rest of the photos taken using her camera.
Sad news:
Aft enjoying myself, went down to the wake.. Was tinking of staying late as i dun hav to work the next day.. but he keep chasing mi hm.. so bo bian i listen to him, took a cab back at 11.45pm. his concern is tat the next day i hav to wake up early to go there so beta go hm rest early.
Dun tin his life wil hav any changes aft her death.. but his dad's life wil change alot.. so advise him to spend more time at hm but dun tin he'l listen cos last nite he's goin out liao lor.. haiz.. no words to say.
Quite blur to c mi there for so many days & yet i'm jus his fren who is close to his family.. Cos i'm free so i went down but the other reason is bcos i stil cares for him. wonder how is he feeling le & get the chance to c him lor. else he dun hav time to meet mi.. So now i wun noe when is the next time he'l meet mi. Btw, went so many days but din c his gf lor. i noe he sure wil tel her nt to go de. but Wah!! so gd gal ah.. listen to him meh?
& heard ppl commit suicide & even Jian goin for oepration.. Haiz..
Sld hav forget those unhappy tins & start new week le.. Tis fri is my d&d le.. Spoken to cousin last nite.. noe tat she wun b goin hm to change b4 goin down. Instead she'l go to the hotel directly fr sim lim roadshow. as the RC members hav a room there, dey shall go there to change & goin to Hollywood secrets for makeup & hair services.. so she say if i wan can oso go there meet her aft work. & i tin i'l lor.. cos its much more convienent rather den rushing hm & rushing down by cab.. & mayb i'l go for the hair service as well.. hehe ;p
Stupid mi rite.. say dun wana spend $ but yet stil waste so much le..
But b4 fri, there's stil 4 days of work. haiz..
I'm getting tired of working there wif those complains le..
Complains abt mi.. my desk too neat le. Said i too free got nth to do. Compare mi wif my col. Only c the outer lor... F rite?
In fact i'm doing much more tins den her lor. thou our roles r the same. handling more customer den her. it oso much depend on the speed wat.. i'm fast & i managed to clear my work quickly & hopefully min mistake made. & i cant work wif my desk full of shits lor.. so i choose to put dem into respective folders & put in my tray den do 1 at a time. but like tis oso kena say.. each person hav their own way of working mah. she got no rights to say mi lor. but wat can i do.. dun wana drag my shifu into the picture, dun wana create prob for my manager, hav to throw all my folders on the desk instead lor.. Idiotic ppl..
but since she's so busy & doing her work, y she cant get confirmed aft 3 mths? wat mistake did she made?
So angry when i heard tis. I'm not a rubbish dump so my desk hav to b neat. Go walking round the office, all tables r so messy. but r dey really so hardworking?
So bored now.. i wana go shopping. but shopping wun cure my mood cos i'm so confused abt smth.. I'l continue b so moody for quite some times i tin.
Who's free?
11:55 AM
Ytd Company gave us half day off. Suppose to meet Deen go city hall shop de. But plan changed.. As i wana go Caltex House to see smth, decided to meet HH for lunch. deen wil b late as his prayer haven start. den went to shop aft lunch, suddenly felt needles poking my head. so mayb shop awhile den go my cousin hse to rest, in the end din meet deen le. hehe :p
Aft hh went back to work, mi alone shopping at OUB Center & Raffles Exchange. Bought shoes, shirt, pants & bag. & at nite played mahjong at her hse til 2am & aunty serene send mi home.
Lata meeting ying at Orchard.. mus go get a gift 1st b4 having our dinner at 6pm. den their plan is shop, eat, chat den sing.. i shall c wat plan my mahjong khakis have..
suppose to go MOS but nt cfm yet. so stil cant giv ying a confirmation if i'l countdown wif dem.
sure kena say 1..
as for my 1st day of 2006, no dates leh.. but jus rcv serene's email to ask if tml wana play mahjong at her place. stil waiting for the other 2's reply as i'm free & easy.. haha!!
OK gonna rest awhile le.. tonite sure yawning all the way. haha :)
Happy New Year - 2006
New Year = New Beginning = New Life
Leaving 2005's memories in the past & look forward to 2006 future.
12:03 PM
The Pigs likes: Praise, Health, Diets, Teams, Bath, Comfort, Home, Children and Pets.
The Pigs Dislikes: Tiredness, Arguments, Paying Bills, Work, Hunger, Excess, Crime and Concrete.
Personality
Diligent, courageous and hates quarrels. Sensitive, indulgent and cultured with a streak of earthliness. Can be selfindulgent
to the point of gluttony. Can also be insecure. The Pig is also a perfect friend although not a deep
thinker and rather materialistic, not good at handling money but fortune is always around her.
Overall Forecast Of Your Luck In Year 2006
In year 2006, the Pig shall wipes away all the bad influences of the previous year. This is the best time for you to carry out your projects as planned. Even in the fluctuating wealth luck, you will still manage to make tremendous profits. Working class should not be arrogant over your excellent work performance to invite others’ jealously. Married couples must not involve in irregular affairs. Health is quite moderate. Beware of water danger to children and outdoor accident.
Health
Do not overwork but take care of your health. Special attention should be drawn to your blood pressure or
heart problems. Health will even be less promising during Chinese New Year and at the end of the year.
Career
The excellent luck will bring you prosperous profits from your well performed business. White collar personnel may be posted to higher position so that you can show out your talent.
Love
In the good emotional luck you will have better personnel relationship. You will enjoy the conjugal love with
your spouse but be careful of the involvement of a third person. Lovers may be in process of forming their own home while the singles may come across with someone of their dream.
Wealth
Wealth luck may not be as good as it may look, but you will have steady income. It is advisable to save some
money for urgent needs. The wealth luck is more favourable to the working class who may sometimes receive
surprise benefits in additional to their salary raise.
Good wealth luck will be expected from beginning of the year but will be down from the middle of the year.
2:56 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
So happy today.. keep smiling until my cousin buay tahan mi..
Cos my dream is coming.. holiday getaway.. meaning I can sit aeroplane le.. my one & only chance of sitting the plane was like duno how many years back wich i cant rem abt it le.. haha!!
Epson RC commitee organise tis trip to Taipei.. 4D3N Free & Easy from 7 to 10 Jan 06.. so i jus hav to take 1 day leave on Mon lor. & i was so excited now.. alr submitted my name..
waiting for my shifu's reply whether she's goin alone or wif her husband. if not i shall share a room wif her. & both my cousins & cousin-in-law are goin too.. so i got company le.
Looking forward to tis trip.
Finally its fri.. den wil hav a long weekend. but seems like no programs on leh.
Still so lonely.
10:54 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
So terrified.. got a shocked..
Was in my sis's fren's bf's car.. suppose to send us back Hougang aft our tiring shopping spree @ Isetan & a full dinner @ Sakae.. On our way at CTE jus out of the tunnel, a sudden shake + a loud bang..
but aft checking, the car din hav big damages but tin the bumper is loosen.
So din wan him to send us back le.. dropped us off at Potong Pasir & we took a cab home.
So unlucky.. Haiz..
Sad!! tml only Thurs.. Looking forward to Friday.. cos i'm working half day only. aft work duno my plan le.. cos will be meeting sis & aunty serene at maxwell mkt for dinner b4 heading to cousin hse at Tiong Bahru for mahjong session. so how leh? go shopping?
Yah!! Today Isetan sales din managed to buy lots of wanted stuffs.. jus got 2 tops & 2 inner wear.. wana buy shoes, shirts, pants & hairclips all dun have.. So dissappointed. So wil choose to go C&K to get the 2 shoes tat i aimed. & heard that tml GG>5 start its sales islandwide. so will b goin aft work wif cousin to c wat to buy. mayb getting some office wear clothes.
New Year eve any plans? seems quite boring tis yr..
Dun like year 2005.. as too many tins happen to mi le. sadness more den happiness lor..
Ok gonna go slp le.. so tired now.
11:24 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
New life for my blog too..
Spend my post xmas holiday at hm searching & editing the skin for my blog.
Found tis.. Me to You bear. I love it..
& moreover, it allows mi to put more den 1 song. so i can load my favourites songs in.
Nice? But its not really too perfect lah.
Any comments pls let mi noe. Thanks ;p
8:15 PM
Guess i've to set my new year resolution le..
To stand up & start new life. Give up on whoever as i was nv on his heart.
Dun hav to avoid me. Go according to ur feeling.
No replies, super short conversations, rejections, avoidance..
Felt sad, tears falling out.. Y m i torturing myself?
PLEASE dun giv mi hope when u noe u'l destroy them.
I shall need alot of time to recuperate fr tis. Mayb i sld MIA fr the world.
Currently no other guys exist in my life. Not even qingfa, thou i stil cares for him alot.
Dun hav to intro or ask abt any guy.
Jus wish tat my 1 & only resolution can come true & hopefully very soon.
Wish you happy for the rest of ur life.
Dun worry, wun hav any nasty flies le.
Its al straight fr my heart. I'm sorry if my words hurt anyone.
1:57 AM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Jus came back from Club MoMo..
Quite tired le.. gonna had my beauty slp.
Went out wif sis for the nite. Went Boat Quay to 'duno wat' bar for Gina's 21st bday. stayed for 2hrs den we left. wana go to MOS but the super was super long. so in the end went to MoMo lor..
At least i'm not quiet as wat my sis expect. cos usually i'l b in silent de. but mayb bcos i noe her frens ba. c b4 lah.. cos fr holy de mah. Left at 1+ cos Sam & Anthony hav to work tml. so we left Botak at Momo. Haha!!
He's a funny guy wif lots of craps. lolx!! Den Anthony sent us hm lor.
Really had fun jus now. Thanks to sis, ms sam, botak & anthony :D
Xmas eve le.. any programs?
U noe wat i wan?
Had quite a number of gift fr colleagues.. Managed to exchange wif some. but those last min giv de I din prepare leh. haiz!! sad.
Was surprised when i opened the gift fr my Supervisor.. she actually handmade a pouch & sew beads on it. Wif my name too. so touched lor. she spent weeks to complete 8 leh.
b4 tat was tokin to my shifu.. cos til time, only 1 Salesperson gave us gift. but b4 i left office for the day, another 2 gave mi too. so happy. at least my effort of helping dem is rewarded.
Had a gift for ying too.. but will only meet her on 31st.
Xmas day goin to uncle hse in the morning to play mahjong & xmas celebration. I've prepared alot of gifts for the kids. so long as all r happy can le.. its a season of giving.
Oh yah.. Not forgetting to get a gift for my Darling..
She's so happy to open the gift by herself. shouted & screaming.. Tats how baby react.
=-= Lonely White Christmas =-=
Oh no.. Din realise i got serious mood swings these few wks.. Not too sure abt the cause of it.
But i tin i've changed lor. The usual guai guai Liam is dead..
Started goin club. a place wich i hated most in the past & imagine u can slp in tat environment.
But i've not changed bad but jus open to the society.
Thou open to the outside world, but my heart is stil close. tats y i'm so sad now.
No specific someone to tok to.. so tok to Deen. he's facing the same prob as mi so he noes how i feel.
haha!! we r in the same boat. hope ur new year resolution will come true.
i wil not have any new year resolution.
we jolly well noe there wun b any gd outcome for us de but stil choose to hold on.
Moments in Life
To those people,
Who mean something to you;
Who have touched your life in one way or another;
Who make you smile when you really need it;
Who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down;
Whose friendship you appreciate;
Who are so meaningful in your life.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
But often times we look so long at the Closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
Because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream;
Go where you want to go;
Be what you want to be,
Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things
You want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
Enough trials to make you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human and
Enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily
Have the best of everything;
They just make the most of
Everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always
Be based on a forgotten past;
You can't go forward in life until
You let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying
And everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
You’re the one who is smiling and
Everyone around you is crying.
Don't count the years - count the memories!
3:06 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Jus came back from shopping. Met up wif sis & Sam for shopping of xmas gift.
Thou i've bought my col's shares, now went to buy for my niece & nephews & my aunties & cousins de..
Gonna wrap all of the gifts le. Fri den bring to office. Hehe!!
Singapore is so small.. Saw their fren at Harbourfront during lunchtime & CityLink during shopping time.
Normal reaction lor. Jus said Hello & smile :)
But den it makes mi tin of dem lor.
Ok gonna do my tins le..
Hope i wun hav a lonely white christmas tis yr. Wish someone will find mi up.
10:21 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
2day had my very 1st SCM Regional Operation Meeting. Met up wif those ESC representatives meaning those ppl dealing wif mi de. Tis time finally got to c her (Thai staff). The previous time she came to Sin i was sick. Haiz!! Was listening throughtout the whole meeting BUT i did doze off. Kena caught by my col so fear tat my AM saw it too. I did tried to make myself awake but jus cant leh.. Sad!
so tml wil have few tins to rush in the morning cos i got no time to do it. the meeting lasted the whole afternoon.
Thurs wil hav training session. ISO de ba.. heard tat ISO 14001 is coming soon. Much diff den 9001 de. Die lor.. Haven even take any quiz yet.
Finally Ting was free today. but so last min, all the rest r busy. at 1st not meeting de.. but den i ned to get xmas gift so asked her out le. for the 1st time i met her so early lor. haha!!
Meet at orchard mrt, went Taka to get her gift vouchers, den had our dinner at Sakae Sushi.. bought my gifts too. Wana meet up wif stacey but she's wif her sis & cant make it to meet us. so Ting came Hougang wif mi as she wana take her assignment fr her col. & so, Ting sent mi home. Haha!! cos i wana pass her the bday present. else duno i stil mus keep how long le..
Keep discussing when to meet up again. But stacey wana wait til brian is free ba den meet together.. very diff to arrange as dey r so busy. Y only i'm so free leh? i everyday oso free.. but no one wana ask mi out leh.. or perhaps waiting for certain ppl to find mi only. ;p
Oh yah.. jus now pass by wisma, tin i saw Wendy. but din cal her cos she toking wif smone. so i msg her. & yah its her. very long time din c her le. tat time tot of meetin up wif her at the wake but she din go.
As for ytd, aft work went somerset to meet vivien & chanel. wana get my tins fr her. but as usual, she's late & making her 3 frens to wait for her. We had Shabu Shabu for dinner.. Very nice but quite exp. so dun tin e9 wil go for it lor. Took lots of photo wif her Polariod..
Quite sad now.. cos i felt i'm so FAT & UGLY.. & tis hair makes mi look fatter lor. face more round. Haiz..
Impt Notice: 28 Dec (Wed) Isetan private sales @ Scotts from 9am - 10pm.
Saw the newsletter. Wah!! like alot of sales lor. wil hav lots of tins to buy le.. but tin wallet abit tight liao.
Wana buy new clothes, shoes, bag, hair clip..
10:26 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Now i'm back at home..
Tis morning woke up at 7.30 & went to Paya Lebar de temple to pray.
Stil early, we went back Hougang for breakfast den mi & sis took bus down to Parkway Parade.
Wana buy the lotion & she wana do a survey for her fren on a boutique.
Reach there at 10am.. Its so early. Few shops opened only. So walked ard awhile & went to Isetan Mango to c the sales.. no crowds & we r welcomed by the staffs. Like those departmental store in Japan. Haha!!
Wanted to buy shoe from Charles & Keith but no size & color le.. Sad!! But I'l get it to suit my dress. ;p
Din c any nice hairpin leh.. :(
But bought smth else wich is not in my shopping list.
A dress from Veeko. 50% off but stil cost over $50. Not bad lor, jus nice for me.
Bought a Korean drama, Love Story in Harvard. Seems not bad. Got discount so can buy. I've finished watching those vcd le.. so mus get new 1 to c.
More den 1 mth nv go PP le.. new shops opened le.. Tins seems to changed rapidly.
Gonna organise the e9's outing.. 31st we go countdown.. majority can go..
Other den tis buddies, no one else wil find mi out le.
1:54 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Took 2 hrs of nap, woke up watched Chicken Little.. stil bored, nth to do, arranged my wardrobe & sorting of my photos in photobucket, reading my old post & editing the pic's code. hope i din break any of the link.
Now den i noe i've been complaining abt him for a long period of time. but stil i choose to be wif him. i'm gd at tolerating? haha!!
read the posts, felt sad & honestly i did cry abit. duno y lah.
No matter wat, all r histories le.. tins wil nv get back to the past.
Dun tin now he'l wana meet mi lor.
Recall tat the fortune telling for PIG in 2005 is quite bad. Full of obstacles & both pig r nt fated lor. Sad to say we cant overcome the barriers in front of us. we choose to hide. so tats the route we chose. guess really hav to believe in such tin le. so 2006 wil b a gd yr for mi? den i shall wish to step into 2006 soon cos i hate 2005. too much unhappiness for mi le.
Mayb not his fault to treat mi so bad. cos in the 1st place its mi who hurt him. & i'm jus getting my retribution.
but den i did giv in totally but stil no gd result leh..
Beta take care of ur health. I can only worried for you & pray for the best for u. No matter wat i say u wun listen de so i rather keep quiet. Dun wish anytin to happen to u.
My wish now: Hope everyone is in gd health. Live happily. No worries.
7:49 PM
Aft few mths, i'm back to Jurong again.. Seldom go to the West as its too far for mi le.
Changed a new look.. but can i change a new life?
My new hairstyle.. dun really look nice rite? i tin the fringe is quite short for mi. quite uncomfortable.
tat idiotic guy.. as expected, giv mi excuses le lor.. so wun b meeting him. no program for today & tml.
guess i wana take a nap ba.. duno y i felt so tired.
Haiz.. thursday went to office & my finger was swollen & abit itchy. so i apply Mopiko but stil the same. lata, my hand, neck & stomach oso the same.. have been applying medication but till now, its stil swollen. how ah? y like tat? wat m i allergy to or wat insect bite mi? smtimes wil b itchy lor..
Thanks to Meiyun.. she gave mi 2 table planner.. but i wil take the smaller 1 to office. how abt the other 1?
Thanks to Vivi.. helped me bought the cardholder & cosmetic case..
Lata shall watch Chicken Little.. borrow the dvd fr my sis fren.
Next fri my sis is bringing mi to her fren's 21st birthday party. she alr promised her fren le so even if i say i nt goin oso cnt.. Kaoz!! but i stil have not cfm our outing wif ting.. tis busy gal ah.. duno when she's free for mi. :(
wah! jus read a email on 2006 fortune telling.. for PIG, seems not bad. got Tao Hua yun leh.. haha good for mi lor. but i dun really believe it. even hav oso wil hav bad ending de. so its beta nt to start fr the beginning.
today is Ah Zi's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY gal..
Miss many ppl so much.. seldom have chance to meet up. cos all r busy wif their own life. Haiz..
11:37 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Tis wk have been busy at work. Its bcos of the early closing for dec due to festive season, been rushing work & managed to clear my loads of filing & work on hand. My neat table is back again. But felt stressed & got headache when doing India order for next mth. Nv follow according to the instruction given. Every order there's mistake & takes time for them to amend. Haiz.. tml mus rcv all revised PO so wil b busy doing their orders only lor. Tml my shifu is on leave. but i tin i sld b able to handle tins on my own le ba except for serious or special cases.
Heard gd news today.. Bonus is credited into our acct ytd. So i was tinkin how much i'l b given cos its a token only & not 1.5 lor. so went to take the pay slip.. Wah!! managed to get $300. Yeah!! at least i got extra $ for tis mth to buy tins le..
Tml aft work going Jurong.. there will be a big surprise.. Haha :)
Ytd went to find Shermine. spend 2+ hrs playing wif her. she's energetic.. crawling here & there, clapping hands, shaking head & body = she's dancing, dropping hp on the floor, making funny faces when she wana eat or c smth she afraid of. Oh yah! she love to hear Dragostea din tei song.. esp the intro part, she'l dance lor. lolx.. 9 mths old le, abt to start growing teeth so now her mouth is like munching smth all the time.
Get to noe tat qf's back is giving him prob.. actually i was very worried abt him lor. he did went to c a doc but it stil hurts. so he wana go take xray lor. dun really noe wats wrong wif it. Hope nth serious.
Felt like eating sushi.. did plan to ask someone out on sat for a meal but no reply leh.. haiz.. not the 1st time liao.. mus call is it?
2day was helping my col finding the birthday bear for her daughter.. managed to find 5/7 (qf), 8/4 (ying) & 16/11 (mine).. got chance i'l pass it to u. hehe ;p sorry for the rest.. cos not enuf time to find for all. but chances of getting r slim too. aft seeing abt 100 over jus managed to get 3. haiz..
How r u? How's life there? I'm tinking of u. shhhh!!! mus keep as secret.
真的好想你， 想见却不敢见， 有一点害怕
Christmas & New Year coming soon.. til now there's no plan at all.
Xmas day wil b goin to uncle's hse for lunch only..
My wish dun hav to say out.. cos it wun come true de..
9:14 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Jus came back fr late dinner or sld i say supper? Uncle called & dey r goin Tampines to fetch my aunt & grandma for dinner so i tag along lor. & its my aunt's bday too..
& not forgetting my Ting.. 21st bday wor.. but no time to celebrate for her leh.. she's simply so busy lor.
Ytd aft work went ps to meet ying, weiling & jh.. we r goin to support him as he'l b having his 2nd audition at his music sch - Hark Music.. its opp parklane..
actually some of the contestants sang very gd lor. Unplugged version.. woah!! but Jh sang like killing chicken lor.. the voice too high le.. but we din wait for the result & left cos its very late le & 2day stil mus work. so took a cab hm instead.
recently like been to places wich i've not been goin for mths.. the shops at PS changed abit. been to the Hark music behind Mr Bean's Cafe, FengShan 85 Hawker Center, Sentosa, etc.. these places got some memories behind it.. & to b frank, i tin i stil haven really forget everytin lor. i'm making my life miserable for myself rite?
rcv a email wich toks abt relationship.. I agreed tat it speaks the truth but jus cant help lor.. & it goes like tis:
To My Friends Who Are ........... SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, It will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are ........... NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person”
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are ........... PLAYBOY /GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl:
Is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.
To My Friends Who Are ........... ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
But how good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are ........... MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry."
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here"
Not "how could you", but "I understand"
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are"
To My Friends Who Are ........... HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
But to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are ........... NAIVE
How to be in love:
Be consistent but not too persistent,
Share and never be unfair,
Understand and try not to demand,
And get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are ........... POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love
Happy with someone else
But it's more painful to know that the one you love
Is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are ........... AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most:
When the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her
To My Friends Who Are ........... STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If that person doesn’t worth it now, it’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
TO ALL MY FRIENDS .......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is: honest, strong, mature, never-changing, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
10:44 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Felt so tired now. Had enuf slp liao leh..
Shall begin fr Epson Annual Dinner & Dance - Prime Time TV cum Casino Nite 2005, held at the Grand Hyatt Hotel, Hibiscus Room. Actually not many ppl went. Only 15 tables lor.. Games & Entertainment for the nite include CNA news starring our MD, Best Dress Award, Magic shows, Horse Racing, Perfomance by Abrigial ( local Xu Chun Mei) & dancing moment.. Was kena pull to the dancefloor.. but stone stone lor. cos i duno how to dance de.. Paiseh leh..
Here's some of the photos taken, there's some taken in my col's cam. so hav to wait.
Din win any lucky draw.. Sad Sad Sad.. RC members won 3 out of the 20 prizes. Haiz.. Thou nv win any lucky draw, all will take back vouchers lor.. but shit.. out of so many vouchers i got the most useless 1.. Royal Sporting House $60 voucher.. KNS!! there's nth to buy fr there lor.. worse of al, both cousin oso got the same voucher but amt diff lah. Haiz, really so suay.
The whole event end at 1+am. Aft tat, i went out wif cousin & her colleagues.. went to the Bar None & The Living Room at Marriott Hotel.. I prefer a pub more den a club.. nt so crowded, no noisy music.. but alot of ang mohs there lor.. tat day reached hm at 4.30am.. Had lots of fun tat day..
As for sat, din go for the Soka concert wich Meifen invited.. Aft breakfast, quickly get prepared & go down Taka to meet Cindy & Shermine.. she went down quite early.. but waited for mi to reach.. cos i go al the way there jus to find darling.. the moment i reached, she jus fallen aslp. haiz but nvm soon she woke up le.. walked awhile & had lunch at Wisma's Coffee Club..
Aft tat, dey goin hm to feed her cereal le.. so i went to meet my other cousin to shop.. Den took a bus back to Tiong Bahru to collect her car & off we go to Bedok to fetch my Grandma out for dinner at Tampines.. Cos cousin wana take a look at her proj - the EpBus by Epson..
Shermine.. She noes how to clap her hands & gong xi gong xi le.. Making lots of noise lor.. Trying to tok. Haha.. so cute. Love her lots.
Merry X'mas.. Taken at my cousin hse..
Today shall stay at home.. but wat to do leh?
I guess my life is full of regrets.. Making ppl dislike me. Words in my mind but dun dare to speak out.
See the chance slip off my hands easily.. Haiz..
Jus c fr the forum, Coach is havin 30% off selected items.. so jio my sis go wif mi.. hehe ;p she jus came hm & got no program for the day.. yeah!! & can get some gift too.
12:52 PM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Recently i'm quite stressed.. even since i took over India customers.. Scared of Indians.. Full of complains, full of mistakes made. Mus 100% concentrate on their orders lor. tats y i'm so stressed now.. Pimples popping out le lor.. Haiz.. tml concealer mus apply more le.
Tml is Epson annual D&D.. so work til 4.30pm den i shall rush down to Scotts.. to meet Cousin, settle everytin at the hotel room & go for my appt @ Hollywood Secrets @ 5.30pm. The pre-dinner event starts at 6.30pm & there's early-bird gift..
Lucky draw prizes includes a LG Plasma tv, Nokia 8800, iPod Nano, Spa & Shopping Vouchers etc..
M i stil so lucky? Hehez :D
Haha.. got program aft d&d le.. YEAH!! wil b following cousin & the colleagues to club..
Will take many photos to upload.. cos tats my new sexy dress.. hehe.. Hope i'l look gd in it. BHB hor.. keke ;p
Wed went shopping wif sis & her frens.. Alamak.. dey wana intro her cousin to me lor.. same age.. but sorry i'm not interested lor.. tis sat no program yet.. so dey asked mi to go together to her hse.. but she got a doggy.. i'm scared lor.. but she's willing to tie it up cos of mi.. true anot? shall c how 1st..
looking forward to xmas aft my d&d.. but i guess i'm stil al alone.. xmas day wil b goin to uncle's hse for celebration.
7:42 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
This week is full of sad news.. But stil some happy moments..
My happy moments:
Mon aft work came hm & went over Hougang Mall wif Shermine.
Fri went to Sentosa & enjoyed myself.. Managed to go up to Mount Faber to have a look. The Jewel Box is so beautiful.. & the tallest xmas tree.
On the cable car.
Waiting for my col to send me the rest of the photos taken using her camera.
Sad news:
Aft enjoying myself, went down to the wake.. Was tinking of staying late as i dun hav to work the next day.. but he keep chasing mi hm.. so bo bian i listen to him, took a cab back at 11.45pm. his concern is tat the next day i hav to wake up early to go there so beta go hm rest early.
Dun tin his life wil hav any changes aft her death.. but his dad's life wil change alot.. so advise him to spend more time at hm but dun tin he'l listen cos last nite he's goin out liao lor.. haiz.. no words to say.
Quite blur to c mi there for so many days & yet i'm jus his fren who is close to his family.. Cos i'm free so i went down but the other reason is bcos i stil cares for him. wonder how is he feeling le & get the chance to c him lor. else he dun hav time to meet mi.. So now i wun noe when is the next time he'l meet mi. Btw, went so many days but din c his gf lor. i noe he sure wil tel her nt to go de. but Wah!! so gd gal ah.. listen to him meh?
& heard ppl commit suicide & even Jian goin for oepration.. Haiz..
Sld hav forget those unhappy tins & start new week le.. Tis fri is my d&d le.. Spoken to cousin last nite.. noe tat she wun b goin hm to change b4 goin down. Instead she'l go to the hotel directly fr sim lim roadshow. as the RC members hav a room there, dey shall go there to change & goin to Hollywood secrets for makeup & hair services.. so she say if i wan can oso go there meet her aft work. & i tin i'l lor.. cos its much more convienent rather den rushing hm & rushing down by cab.. & mayb i'l go for the hair service as well.. hehe ;p
Stupid mi rite.. say dun wana spend $ but yet stil waste so much le..
But b4 fri, there's stil 4 days of work. haiz..
I'm getting tired of working there wif those complains le..
Complains abt mi.. my desk too neat le. Said i too free got nth to do. Compare mi wif my col. Only c the outer lor... F rite?
In fact i'm doing much more tins den her lor. thou our roles r the same. handling more customer den her. it oso much depend on the speed wat.. i'm fast & i managed to clear my work quickly & hopefully min mistake made. & i cant work wif my desk full of shits lor.. so i choose to put dem into respective folders & put in my tray den do 1 at a time. but like tis oso kena say.. each person hav their own way of working mah. she got no rights to say mi lor. but wat can i do.. dun wana drag my shifu into the picture, dun wana create prob for my manager, hav to throw all my folders on the desk instead lor.. Idiotic ppl..
but since she's so busy & doing her work, y she cant get confirmed aft 3 mths? wat mistake did she made?
So angry when i heard tis. I'm not a rubbish dump so my desk hav to b neat. Go walking round the office, all tables r so messy. but r dey really so hardworking?
So bored now.. i wana go shopping. but shopping wun cure my mood cos i'm so confused abt smth.. I'l continue b so moody for quite some times i tin.
Who's free?
11:55 AM