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a b o u t . m e

Named Gilliam Ang
Born in 16 Nov 1983.
Regional Sales Coordinator in Epson.
Student of SIM - RMIT University.
Hope my wishes will come true soon.

w a n t e d

* A caring, loving HIM
* Save lots of $$$
* Holiday Getaway
* Get married on 09/09/09 or 20/09/2009, possible?
* w@ns to |ivE h@pPi|y eVer aFteR
* Coach Sling bag
* Burberry Blue Label Bag
* Ipod Nano
* LV wallet
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005


Last nite i had a heart attack by some words.. I din expect tis to happen cos it can nv come true de lor..
I'm sorry to U.. I dun wana hurt myself & i choose to b stupid for the rest of my life.. i wun giv anyone chance.. cos i dun trust guys. I wun go into any relationship if i dun love u. w/o love, there is no gd ending.

was chatting wif my col tis afternoon.. a mother of 2 & had a nice & caring husband. a happy family.. tats wat i wan too. envy her so much. den tok abt mi, she tot i was lying to her tat i'm single now.. cos she noe i had him.. she oso cant believe tat he's the 1 tat choose tis ending.. cos to her, usually it wil b the gal who initiate the breakup 1. but now tins r nt the same le.. haiz.. den she's tinkin in office is there any guys stil single.. lolx.. but too bad, most r married & a few younger ones got steady le..

since u noe tat guy's existence le, wil u get jealous? out of curiousity or cos u care abt mi den u ask so many qns? dun really wana let u noe de but since u noe le den i hav to clarify lor.. i mind wat u tin & feel.. if u free u can find mi or accompany mi. i wish for tat day to come lor.. but wil u? no other ppl wil pei mi..
but anyway i wun accept any guys now, cos in my heart there's stil u. thou kept in the deepest place, the feeling is stil there.

who is tat her? i duno.. but i wish to noe. who can tel mi? noe le wil only hurt more but now i felt sad lor.. duno sld i msg u, wat to tok? haiz..

enuf of al these...

tis morning b4 waking up got muscle cramp.. so painful, tried to relax & massage but no use.. cant even stand straight lor. 2day got appt at SGH, went there but its a waste of my time lor.. c tat doctor, jus say i need to do a detailed blood test & if suspect kidney prob aft al tests dey wil ned to extract a tissue of my kidney... y like tat? problematic.. tok to mi for 30 mins den i mus go take new appt date.. haiz.. sian mus take blood again.. so scared.. how's their skill? if like my raffles medical doc den i dun mind lah.. cos she's so skillful tat i'm nt scare & dun feel the pain. got 1 day mc, was tinkin if i sld go back to work anot cos my leg is so painful.. but stil i went back le.. cos i dun wana get unpaid leave.. luckily i went back.. there's lots of work waiting for mi.. thanx to my col, she did some for mi le.. work til 7pm 2day to finish everytin.. so tired.

felt abit cold, muscle stil pain, heart pain, headache, tired.. wah so much prob.


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

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