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a b o u t . m e

Named Gilliam Ang
Born in 16 Nov 1983.
Regional Sales Coordinator in Epson.
Student of SIM - RMIT University.
Hope my wishes will come true soon.

w a n t e d

* A caring, loving HIM
* Save lots of $$$
* Holiday Getaway
* Get married on 09/09/09 or 20/09/2009, possible?
* w@ns to |ivE h@pPi|y eVer aFteR
* Coach Sling bag
* Burberry Blue Label Bag
* Ipod Nano
* LV wallet
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005


Happy Birthday Mum..

2day on 3/4 day mc..

cos i had to do the urine test for my pre-employment den was checked tat too much protein le, but found no germs lor so duno wats wrong. den doctor decided to giv mi some antibiotics to clear it den go back for checkup next fri again.. so ok went back office had my breakfast & ate the medicine... but an hr lata when i was doing filing, got difficulty breathing, cough & rashes on my thighs.. so itchy lor.. duno wat to do so quickly cal up my cousin & ask her how.. cos i duno if i can jus leave the office like tat mah.. den when i cal up the clinic, dey advise mi to go down now, cant wait til lunchtime.. so i get permission & went back to the clinic lor.. tis is my 1st time having drug allergy.. sian.. so doctor changed the medicine for clearing my urine de & oso gave mi a jab to heal the rashes.. ARGH!!! the tin i scared most.. but no alt choice leh.. had the jab on my buttock.. until now i stil dun dare to lie or sit hard on my left buttock ah.. pain ah.. but the jab is powerful lor.. doctor advise tat the jab wil make mi slpy so hav to rest lor, no strength so cant work oso so gave mi a mc.. 20 mins lata when i was waiting at the clinic, i felt very tired & slpy le.. so went back office, submit mc & took a cab hm to rest le.. lucky 2day do stock-take so nth much work to do lor.. if i din go hm, i'l b doing filing & packing cos moving office soon le.. sian.. reach hm quickly wash up & went to slp le..

slp for many hrs le, can i stil slp 2nite? OMG!! cant slp anymore le, rashes gone liao, now jus feel weak lor.. but tml hav to work le.. & sld b a busy day for mi le.. cos i hav to start handling a big customer by myself lor.. :(

tml comex show start le.. free i'l go there & find Ting.. she's working for Epson.. hehe.. tis gal hor, tat day went to my office for briefing but din tel mi earlier.. by the time she tel mi she's reaching alr but stil din tel mi exactly where she is lor.. so i off work jus went off.. if i noe she's jus outside my office, i'l wait for her de lor.. haiz.. no telepathy leh so i duno she's inside the conference room when i walked to the ladies.. but fri i'l b goin down there to get smth.. goin wif my bro, meiyun.. if possible wil meet alvin ba.. duno abt him lah. tot of goin tml de but i wana rush hm watch Superstar lor..

Taka comp is next wk le.. y i wana go leh? wana c him? or to support JBCC? no matter wat reason it is, i'm stil goin lor..

but hor, i'l stil msg him every mth, at least once lor.. & smtimes wil ned to meet up.. cos of personal reasons. its true, aft i started working, i dun hav much time tinking of him liao lor.. so now even if he appear in my mind, its jus memories lor. i'l stil care for him, thou he jus take mi for granted lah. let him b lor.. cos i noe he wun change de..

ppl say to forget someone, the best way is to get urself into a new relationship.. i tin its quite true lah cos u wun tin so much abt him liao mah.. but m i prepared to start afresh? there's alot of tins i'm worrying lor. i scared of many tins.. but yet i duno how to say out my feeling. how leh? wat sld i do? alr been a mth liao but i stil tin its like happen last wk only..

wan shopping but no $.. mus wait til sept 28 den got my 1st pay leh.. sian.. so long lor.. luckily my checkup is subsidise by the co ah.. else i'm really broke le.. cant buy too many tins now.. cos hav outing wif frens..

next wk i'm meeting alot of ppl.. so happy lor..
thur go Taka, can c JBCC ppl, angeline, wanjing & vivien..
fri outing wif poly frens.. all goin except HP.

so glad tat i'm workin in the same bldg as stacey & elaine.. so can find dem go lunch.. 2day stacey msg mi de but i'm at hm liao.. so mayb tml ba.
y move to HarbourFront? fr level 36 demote to level 3.. no scenery at al liao lor.. cant c Sentosa nice view le.. so sian.. & worse tin.. my cousin resigning le.. *sob sob* so sad lor.. tis cousin tat 1 can acknowledge is leaving.. the other cousin tat i hav to keep in secret de stil cant b so close lor.. how ah? so lonely..

so funny.. y i so scare of being alone? m i those kind tat ned ppl to take care of mi? m i so caring & is a gd gf? but if i m, y he din love mi more? i'm afraid to commit to a relationship, cos i tin ppl can easily moved my heart jus by treatin mi very gd lor.. i dun wana hurt anyone liao. i'm afraid histories mite repeat. i dun wana suffer like tat lor.. i got no confidence in myself.

so mayb remain like tis now is a beta way lor.. happy, dun hav to worry so much. but if really mus commit, can i do it?

i did say b4 its beta to b wif smone who love u more den u love him.. but can tis work? if can den wat m i waiting for leh? but i stil tin its too fast liao lor.. tins happen so sudden tat i din realise.. m i stupid? y i'm the one leh? is he true?

love or like, is it the same?


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

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