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a b o u t . m e

Named Gilliam Ang
Born in 16 Nov 1983.
Regional Sales Coordinator in Epson.
Student of SIM - RMIT University.
Hope my wishes will come true soon.

w a n t e d

* A caring, loving HIM
* Save lots of $$$
* Holiday Getaway
* Get married on 09/09/09 or 20/09/2009, possible?
* w@ns to |ivE h@pPi|y eVer aFteR
* Coach Sling bag
* Burberry Blue Label Bag
* Ipod Nano
* LV wallet
*~ HaVe a m3mOr@b|e, uNfOrGetTab|e bDaY

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Sunday, July 03, 2005


Yesterday nite went out. Purpose is to go his hse wait for him. I noe i wil kena scold by him lor cos i din let him noe tat i'm goin over. When i reach his hse, he called back but his dad din tel him i'm there. Duno y tis smart guy noe lor, cos his dad merely ask him wat time coming home a few times.. But since he noe i'm there, he din even bother to cal mi at al lor..

Me there waited & tok alot to his sis..
11.30pm, his sis asked mi to cal n c wat time he's coming back but i dun wan cos i scare he scold mi. den his sis called him lor. den he asked his sis m i there but startin his sis denied as told by mi but lata she say yes.. cos he wana ask mi go out to meet him & his frens. but when i ans the fone, YES he qns mi, so fierce.. i hated his attitude & jus hang up the cal.. he has yet to ask mi out lor.. den his sis told mi his purpose den i bo bian msg him lor..

Even his sis encourage mi to go meet him.. N so i took a cab down to Parklane to meet him.
When his sis called him, he say jus off work. but when i reach there, dey drank quite alot le.. so how can it b jus reach leh..

I admit tat i'm angry wif him cos again he break his words but i'm glad tat he asked mi along.
When i was there, his fone vibrate. But when i asked, he said its his fren de (the guy sitting beside him). But lata it vibrate again den i wana took the fone fr him to c but he die die oso wun take out de lor cos duno wich gal of his cal him. Even when he go toilet, it wil took more time to come back cos he's calling her mah..

Seeing his fren & gf so loving, i really envy dem lor.. y mi & him cant b like tat? now his heart is wif who? When i was wif him, i felt there's a big gap between us.. As my bf, he din hold my hands, walkin on our own. Its like total strangers or normal frens lor..

Slp ard 4 last nite n wake up at 11.30 tis morning to get ready.. goin to bedok cc to watch lion dance comp.. Darling wana go support his frens.. Left at 3+, went hm alone cos Bee need to rush back to cc for meetin at 4pm. Thou he din accompany mi to the interchange, but bcos of mi he din sit free ride back lor.. At there, oso met Vivien cos yz is competing mah.. Sat n tok lor..

Tok to his sis & she oso got nth to say abt his bro. Being so playful & a flirt, scold le oso no use. n he jus wun change de cos he jus stepped into the real society. I felt so sad.. Even his sis said she noe a gal cal doreen got cal him everynite.. so wats their relationship? U noe I noe lah.. Its so obvious le.. & tis mth again i din managed to get my $ back, cos he paid bil & return fren + every sat go pub or spend on the bitch (?mayb?).. If tis carries on, how many yrs lata i ned to wait to get back every cents?

Even giving him a surprise, i'l get scolding.. Y he wil nv appreciate wat i do? So tml & the day aft wat sld i do?

a shocking news tat i noe last nite.. He went to c doc on wed & had 3 days mc staying at hm slp whole day & training.. But he told mi he went to work.. I din notice at al lor n his sis tot i noe.. & he din even wana tel mi anytin abt it.. Last nite jus say mayb nt meeting mi tis 2 days le.. N i SUPER angry lor.. dun tel mi tat u r busy wif OT cos u deserve it.. I wun let u go work de lor.. cos u purposely took 3 days mc not to clear ur orders.. Or mayb u decided to leave tis 2 days for her? So despite knowin tat u wil b angry wif mi & scold mi, guess i noe how i sld do le..

I felt so depressed. I noe the gap is getting bigger thru ur actions & sttitude to me. But i stil wun giv up even if u choose her. I'l nv giv in to her de.. I stil love u like b4. When i feel tat ur heart is nt wif mi, i really duno wat i sld do. I jus hav ur body only. but tis is nt wat i wan only. Or mayb u tel mi the main reason for changing at least i noe where i'm wrong.. so now no matter wat i do u wun get touched. n even if i finally decided to leave u, i tin u wun regret doin tis lor cos u took away fr heart & u broken mine. U shall noe who is the 1 who truely love u. Now my request is to spend more time wif u.. y cant u fulfil dem?

Everytime when i type these, my tears fall... Haiz.. how long does i ned to giv up totally? Or how long wil it takes to let u change? i noe 1 main reason for al these is bcos i interfere too much, tied u up & so u wana find new de. I noe i can only let nature take course cos now wat i say is useless. no one wil pity mi cos i deserve it. i can only blame myself for caring u too much & my jealousy make it worse.

I jus wan to meet u every wk, tok everyday n b wif u for impt dates.. pls fulfil my wishes.
& since u dun take initiative of wat a guy wil do to his gf, den let mi b the guy to take initiative. lucky u din reject.

n now if u ask mi wat kind of ppl i hated most - BITCHes, destroying other ppl's relationship de 3rd party.
But if u noe how to 'tui chu' n nv get into tat triangle again, i can forgive u lor.. so long as u noe wat u did is wrong.. but for those who said dey r married le & yet b a bitch, i'l hate u to the core. Currently there's 1 in my mind le.. but i'l not do anytin nasty yet.. cos his heart is wif her.. Even his sis dun understand y he'l turn like tat leh..

HAIZ~~~


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

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