<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/7022574?origin\x3dhttp://gilliam.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

a b o u t . m e

Named Gilliam Ang
Born in 16 Nov 1983.
Regional Sales Coordinator in Epson.
Student of SIM - RMIT University.
Hope my wishes will come true soon.

w a n t e d

* A caring, loving HIM
* Save lots of $$$
* Holiday Getaway
* Get married on 09/09/09 or 20/09/2009, possible?
* w@ns to |ivE h@pPi|y eVer aFteR
* Coach Sling bag
* Burberry Blue Label Bag
* Ipod Nano
* LV wallet
*~ HaVe a m3mOr@b|e, uNfOrGetTab|e bDaY

| i n K i e s



p | a y | i s t s



t | m 3 t A b | e
January - June

m 3 m 0 r | E s
June 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
September 2007
November 2007

Monday, June 27, 2005


Will i ever find my true love?
Aft being hurt so badly, guess my expectation of my Mr Right increased..

I merely wanted him to love mi wholeheartedly, be faithful & true, able to tink of his future & be financially stable. But y cant he do it?
My last chance given to him cos i felt tat he dun jus love mi alone, he's nt faithful, words full of lies, only tink of present & no savings..
He told mi he'l TRY to change.. but according to his pattern, he'l say only no action done. I've given him plenty of chances le but y dun he treasure dem? Guess its really time for mi to slowly giv up rite?

To those who cares for me: I noe u guys will scold mi being so stupid, y sld i tolerate him, let him treat mi in such a way.. Age r increasing n I dun hav much 4yrs to waste on such person.. But jus giv us tis last chance. I hope he'l change but the possibility is 0. Jus let mi slowly giv up k..

Aft thinkin for so long, i noe i'll nt hav gd future wif him.. cos i cant imagine my bf will say such hurting words to mi..
Someone who can forget to call mi,
someone who say i'm so gan cheong keep calling & msging him,
someone who will nv tel mi his whereabouts,
someone who let mi worry abt him everytime,
someone who will break his promises & words,
& someone who's words r all lies n yet force mi to believe..

OMG!! y can i live wif him for 4yrs? wat makes him changed? if i duno all tis truth, wil we live happily? i guess not.. b4 knowin the truth, i'm involve in the guessin game but aft knowing the truth, i'm stil involve in tis game. I've to find out the truth myself. Even findin out le i noe how bad the ending will be i would stil find out. How many victims r there exactly? But yet i'm tryin to forget abt it so tat i can hav a beautiful ending for tis 4yr relationship lor.. Quarrelling wif smth tat u wun change is useless..

tis morning i had a beautiful dream.. i shall nt say out my dream.
Is there really love a 1st sight?
When can my real mr right appear? I'm lookin for a stable relation lor. Who can heal my broken heart?
Someone who noes how to love mi faithfully, dotes on mi.. can b a very loving bf wif gd personality, financially stable, stable career, tink of the future.. guess tis sld b wat i'm lookin for ba.. or mayb i can say i'm materialistic lor..
But is it so difficult to find such person? Or will HE change to b my mr right?


HuRt Is PaRt Of BeInG iN LoVe.. AnD LoVe Is PaRt Of BeInG aLiVe..

12:50 PM